Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds ... act. 0 000 020. Something fifth of the flames ...

0 000 020. Something fifth of the flames ...

The candle flame goes out at any time,

flame at the Heart of Life is not.

... I guess the move with the photo I did not do, because it gets me somewhere where I do not want at all, but not to be.I had too much work. Suddenly I fulfill my dream with the band. Finally I have a band that I dreamed and for which I have from the depths of my soul longed and I know there inside you know that one day I met her my secret desires.I need lyrics to make songs that try, I need to practice the bass guitar, because I want to be good, I need to practice it because they have a lot of things I can and also because I want to improve and just be good and you in me My darling now it suddenly so stalling beautifully.Just once I work on so many important and meaningful and useful and essential things to do, like never ever in my life.I remember when I was here and there out of boredom he read horoscopes, and whether I did not take too seriously, so I said several times that I relax, I have to relax for a while because I have a crazy busy and I still have something to do so you admit that I did not really believe and not take it seriously, but now I know that were true and that spoke the truth, because now it's here.Suddenly, everything that I know well, like I said not long ago when I was in correspondence with some one my greatest friend, which for me pretty much just did it and what it really is, and power and therefore very much appreciate it and I wish her luck really, Majda Svobodová ( Maya ) and Vendulka (Glenda, Gvenda, ... ) , with whom I was at the time when playing Tribal Wars, I played just so, to kill boredom, and there I was with her in some way to communicate exactly like that, influenced by a muse, affected Adrianna without you, without my doing something and just watched it somehow made her something to me then here in my home seemed embarrassed and quite a nice mess in itself, since I was a state of mind again and I did not want to hurt her, because I myself did not know it's how I had to explain everything, because they're all such incomprehensible things that just can not explain and so I did not want to disappoint her, or indeed I did not want to be alone, because I hate to be alone and I did not continue to be subject to any internal uncertainty because I was really tired so long after the water and sail well although it there was love I felt inside, it would not be good again in my life because my life just started gaining momentum here in my hometown and I quite enjoyed and and sometimes just out of curiosity clicked on the chart what relations between them we have what we can be and how it might look like between us and how we could throw together, so I said that I have to wait and let it be it is not yet right for what I want and what I want from the soul, that's not what you wish from my heart and I was quite confused on this and I did not know what to do and I was quite a nice depression and I always felt like the water, and now suddenly just know that it really had something to myself and I am very happy for that I once, for once listen and let himself be guided by some higher force that is constantly above us and the power leads me to somewhere where we do not know it at all.As I once again glanced at the horoscope, and there I was told that as I have no choice but to do what is given from above as they adapt to sign wring my fate and left me nothing more than that, I have to adapt and be lead.I'm not afraid because I know that the Universe or God or Heaven or whatever to call me every way this is like, so I feel quite safe.Just once for the first time I feel completely safe as I have never felt in himself, and suddenly I know what I'll do whatever it has its meaning and its purpose and that is all the way to go, suddenly I feel all those things completely differently than I have ever felt.Even now I can say that in that nelítám itself, and that Maya and Glenda seen in my life, things like that, just like I do.Just though I spent on the internet quite a large portion of their time, I just wasted it there browsing and dedication rather useless than useful things so suddenly that I had saved to the desktop screen Adrinko Your photo and start having more and more afraid to turn on computer , that I again neuvěznil into your eyes because I know I will again sit on my butt about two hours and I can do nothing but mentally and emotionally to suffer again.Suddenly, I want to be like Jesus Christ crucified and chained at least in the vestibule to the rack for coats.I simply did not have it on your computer and turn it on.

In exchange for eternitysadness, joy, anger,love, resentment, fear,tears on algae.
Under the guise of a smileare words without singingand somewhere the soulheart does not beat what ever..Only the heart does not beat what ever. ...( mine )

I want to apologize here Iva Švarcová aka Vendula for pain and wound in the heart and tell her that I love her for what is and wish her good luck.I want here to say my most distant girlfriend Majda Svobodová, it's from the heart that I love and appreciate you very much for that, when I was in my difficult times and I even helped a little while and as yet never in my life.I tell her I wish her whether she holds happiness, and whether she holds happiness, and not let him.I tell her that this does not end our friendship, and that on the contrary it is just the beginning of something new.I want it to say that I believe will bring happiness to each other and that we will meet some amazing and secret wishes.Those that I want to say again Majda and here even though I know you know that right now because you feel it because otherwise we would have about this not speak, but I want them to know other people because I know that You are and you will be quite importantman in my life just because you and that you be what you say you're incredibly good and kind.Those Majda here I say that I really look forward to that moment, at that moment, when we be released this long-promised coffee.I love you Majda and believe me that you as a man of heart, love, and I am extremely grateful!I want to say here Adrianna especially you, that I love You most of all the world and simply want it to know it all around and round and then be calm and the whole world and I want you to know that it's not just a mere confusion of mind, but that this is true of the soul, because my mind is completely calm and cool as yours!Kiss your Adri and I think for us and our luck!.. And maybe we can and people will be free from resentment and envy from my heart desired.Thanks for them and perhaps even here there here with us last.... You and me Adri seriously do not be mad at it, publish it here, but do not tell me that you also did not want to be so little known and perhaps if you know how to forgive, so I hope forgive me this once.So far Honey Bye...

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 written - 7 Jule 2008 at 12:32 - Matti Vuori