0 000 009. Something about happiness first ... I wake up in the usual morning. Not really, because if I slept little at night, so it could be up to one hour or hour and a half, maybe more, and yet not even that I just might stop to think about it all, it's simply impossible. There are about three or four o'clock in the morning and wake up by itself, or gives me the idea. The idea of it, the thought that what I dreamed of becoming a reality and that whatever I do what I want, so it can not help anyway, because I know that this is the fate of which is so often in fairy tales written and which has already been filmed perhaps countless other films and documentaries, which have been written so many stories.
Gives me the thought of what she thinks so, and after what some in secret so their souls could desire and dream of what might really want. I can not make me look again and looked at her profile, looked at everything there says. The head is suddenly added another thought. Suddenly, my head full of thoughts and again I come to a point where I feel on the brink of madness. This is a cold world, can burn me. The face in it is yours, looks, I know her from a dream. I look at her photo, I look into her eyes, perhaps indefinitely awful, watching her face and her features all those in it. I look into your eyes and think. I think about happiness. I'm thinking about, what you can bring true happiness. What can bring true happiness to a woman who can have everything he wants. Now, now, at this moment I know that from me again because of you becoming a muse man addicted to nicotine, because I know that people either smoke because they are nervous and some are replaced by a feeling of security, trying to disguise his cigarette fear, but I also know that some people smoke so that they can think and therefore to build up around a protective barrier to interference and not to have made around a certain distance, to keep their distance from people and could not concentrate only on themselves and the rest all think. About what is what is happening and also about what will be, what will happen, which is actually my case. Which once I know that this is your case, but between us two is quite a big difference here in that. And how when you smoke, sometimes smoke and sometimes a little smoke twenties it whistles just like you told me over the phone. But I fully realize that I might have to smoke immediately after waking up, because I know that when I wake up, so I will go head to other thoughts and I know very well that no matter what I do, whether in this moment I do a lot of different and other things that I did not think about it and think about it, so can not help it anyway, and it scares me quite. It scares me because due to his past, because I once threw himself with his ideals of satisfied and happy family to family life and that I'm only one little moment changed my life in hell on earth. 
It scares me because when it ended in hell, at least relatively, so I have her love and goodness lost all his savings and all their money and basically has lasted perhaps less than a few plums which are so often been discussed. It scares me because now I did not really I do not live as a normal person should live, so it really just surviving and I can not afford further investment in cigarettes, because I can, even though I work in my colleague how much money is encouraging this burn, but does not know that I know, because I can count now. After all, I actually doubled unlearned non-smoker. Strange, it's here again no one would want, I can build on my head, I can do what I want, but just does not help me because I know very well that, I can not do anything because I was already on the path of no return and that it is much stronger than I am. I know that I need to smoke again, and quite a bit, I somehow survived all this. It scares me to my idea that I already do to the death of his father, the mother returned his gold money, which I borrowed from her time although she might rather how many times she gave the goodies and not only from her but also her grandmother which is no longer alive and my friends who are just in time to me started to turn back because I got to the point where I could hear them just the money to help a normal family life as it commonly happens in the world. Despite the fact that he do not like it, you borrow money from someone when he needs someone, so I always give money without it I would like to return and tell about them, I gave it to him because I believed him to be honest and fair and that by itself will come after me, my money back and says thanks and then I just wait if he really respects. I understand you folks, surely now you say or think I'm crazy and naive, and that you would never do it, but believe that it is not. As well as about each of you, it's just a feeling of joy and satisfaction, it's just what man is doing well and I can not for the fact that I got the joy of it when I can help someone in distress. Sami's doing quite commonly and generally in life. Go to the store or anywhere else where it pulls you along the way you meet different people, maybe they are beggars, who do not have a piece of bread and you take pity them and throw him the crown with an idea: Whether it is the poor well. Or just need to go around town and a bunch of students will descend in a fairly interesting disguises and asks you whether they will not contribute to the final bell, and you own it readily from each donate some or most coins or a hundred times already today and the euro and You say: Just let young fun, whether you enjoy, for we were the others and I, too, and we did leave with a good feeling somewhere inside you that you have done a good thing and of themselves the moment you're happy that you warms the heart or somewhere in the soul, as well as I do, and just as many times as me, because I believe that each of you talking to someone in some way continuously throughout their lives to help whether it's someone very close to you or someone unknown to him at all helpjust because you are worthy and that you love or just be because you want to fool someone and have fun and to submit it for you and some of them certainly useless coins, and you're pleased with the way you ran with them as you have over them matured nicely, but be that as it is, believe me, just that each of you at this moment, feel happy and contented whether it is the kind of person actually is and you have everything under their own control and feel contented and happy. After all, not really a big deal. After all, it's just a momentary feeling of happiness. After all, it's just about it, we all somehow at least for a moment felt somehow happy and satisfied. Just as I do. Sometimes, however, nor will it in the moment and realize that although you such as you are, then you will get the fate of a place where not even really have no idea where the finish and despite the fact that you think and you very well. 
Day after day lives and go on a cold iron, burned minutes. Just burned minutes! Suddenly you get it somewhere where it actually not only about your life, but suddenly about four and then eventually rising around the lives and realize that only when it is all too late, because you dance in faith and life happening around you, but realize it until it's already too late for everything and want to dig out your soul just one thing. Return what is not. Return time. Time can not take it back Time can not take it back Time can not take it back to us. Many of you may think about me I'm crazy, but I will still believe I'll take this and I secretly hope only that you are with me on and will keep it with me just because you may know the end or maybe just because you are curious about other things, because life does not stop, life goes on as well as YOU have to live in something, and I have to live in that I wanted to live a happy family life in love and happiness, when I lived a woman who had two daughters and basically wanted nothing else than just a normal happy family life, and that one only my decision, only one single little moment, and perhaps it was not mere second when I changed my life literally in hell the country of which perhaps, if I time my life and situations around me to allow me more time here rather detailed manner. Adrianna I think about you, now I think of Thee truly and not just as people usually think to myself. Adrianna I think about you even when you're still together and believe me they are bored and that I do, too, is not worried because, because somewhere inside I feel incredibly lucky that that I can come with you, just have no idea how but I know it will come. I think of you and to our happiness, just do not know how that time will evolve in the meantime, what we talked that evening. If you want to stay with me on, maybe just to let them learn what happened, happens and will happen and what is happening between them all. Perhaps just because you're curious, perhaps because you are interested in it in some way, perhaps just because you just somehow entertaining or simply because they just now have a long time, you're bored and have nothing to do. Thank you and believe that I have you all very grateful for it. I want here to express my thanks to Monika Načeva, Michal Pavlíček and all others who participated on the album "Possibilities are there" and again to the lords of Matthias Gali, who fought for it, to create an album recently and still not many, and David Koller people around him, which I also like the heart and very much appreciate it for what it does, consider that there are some that are and what they did and do what they did, they did and are doing more because they are very important...
...to be continued ... regards Matti Vuori
0 000 009. Something about happiness first ...
I can not make me look again and looked at her profile, looked at everything there says. The head is suddenly added another thought. Suddenly, my head full of thoughts and again I come to a point where I feel on the brink of madness. This is a cold world, can burn me. The face in it is yours, looks, I know her from a dream. I look at her photo, I look into her eyes, perhaps indefinitely awful, watching her face and her features all those in it. I look into your eyes and think. I think about happiness. I'm thinking about, what you can bring true happiness. What can bring true happiness to a woman who can have everything he wants. Now, now, at this moment I know that from me again because of you becoming a muse man addicted to nicotine, because I know that people either smoke because they are nervous and some are replaced by a feeling of security, trying to disguise his cigarette fear, but I also know that some people smoke so that they can think and therefore to build up around a protective barrier to interference and not to have made around a certain distance, to keep their distance from people and could not concentrate only on themselves and the rest all think. About what is what is happening and also about what will be, what will happen, which is actually my case. Which once I know that this is your case, but between us two is quite a big difference here in that. And how when you smoke, sometimes smoke and sometimes a little smoke twenties it whistles just like you told me over the phone. But I fully realize that I might have to smoke immediately after waking up, because I know that when I wake up, so I will go head to other thoughts and I know very well that no matter what I do, whether in this moment I do a lot of different and other things that I did not think about it and think about it, so can not help it anyway, and it scares me quite. It scares me because due to his past, because I once threw himself with his ideals of satisfied and happy family to family life and that I'm only one little moment changed my life in hell on earth.
It scares me because when it ended in hell, at least relatively, so I have her love and goodness lost all his savings and all their money and basically has lasted perhaps less than a few plums which are so often been discussed. It scares me because now I did not really I do not live as a normal person should live, so it really just surviving and I can not afford further investment in cigarettes, because I can, even though I work in my colleague how much money is encouraging this burn, but does not know that I know, because I can count now. After all, I actually doubled unlearned non-smoker. Strange, it's here again no one would want, I can build on my head, I can do what I want, but just does not help me because I know very well that, I can not do anything because I was already on the path of no return and that it is much stronger than I am. I know that I need to smoke again, and quite a bit, I somehow survived all this. It scares me to my idea that I already do to the death of his father, the mother returned his gold money, which I borrowed from her time although she might rather how many times she gave the goodies and not only from her but also her grandmother which is no longer alive and my friends who are just in time to me started to turn back because I got to the point where I could hear them just the money to help a normal family life as it commonly happens in the world. Despite the fact that he do not like it, you borrow money from someone when he needs someone, so I always give money without it I would like to return and tell about them, I gave it to him because I believed him to be honest and fair and that by itself will come after me, my money back and says thanks and then I just wait if he really respects. I understand you folks, surely now you say or think I'm crazy and naive, and that you would never do it, but believe that it is not. As well as about each of you, it's just a feeling of joy and satisfaction, it's just what man is doing well and I can not for the fact that I got the joy of it when I can help someone in distress. Sami's doing quite commonly and generally in life. Go to the store or anywhere else where it pulls you along the way you meet different people, maybe they are beggars, who do not have a piece of bread and you take pity them and throw him the crown with an idea: Whether it is the poor well. Or just need to go around town and a bunch of students will descend in a fairly interesting disguises and asks you whether they will not contribute to the final bell, and you own it readily from each donate some or most coins or a hundred times already today and the euro and You say: Just let young fun, whether you enjoy, for we were the others and I, too, and we did leave with a good feeling somewhere inside you that you have done a good thing and of themselves the moment you're happy that you warms the heart or somewhere in the soul, as well as I do, and just as many times as me, because I believe that each of you talking to someone in some way continuously throughout their lives to help whether it's someone very close to you or someone unknown to him at all helpjust because you are worthy and that you love or just be because you want to fool someone and have fun and to submit it for you and some of them certainly useless coins, and you're pleased with the way you ran with them as you have over them matured nicely, but be that as it is, believe me, just that each of you at this moment, feel happy and contented whether it is the kind of person actually is and you have everything under their own control and feel contented and happy. After all, not really a big deal. After all, it's just a momentary feeling of happiness. After all, it's just about it, we all somehow at least for a moment felt somehow happy and satisfied. Just as I do. Sometimes, however, nor will it in the moment and realize that although you such as you are, then you will get the fate of a place where not even really have no idea where the finish and despite the fact that you think and you very well.
Day after day lives and go on a cold iron, burned minutes. Just burned minutes! Suddenly you get it somewhere where it actually not only about your life, but suddenly about four and then eventually rising around the lives and realize that only when it is all too late, because you dance in faith and life happening around you, but realize it until it's already too late for everything and want to dig out your soul just one thing. Return what is not. Return time. Time can not take it back Time can not take it back Time can not take it back to us. Many of you may think about me I'm crazy, but I will still believe I'll take this and I secretly hope only that you are with me on and will keep it with me just because you may know the end or maybe just because you are curious about other things, because life does not stop, life goes on as well as YOU have to live in something, and I have to live in that I wanted to live a happy family life in love and happiness, when I lived a woman who had two daughters and basically wanted nothing else than just a normal happy family life, and that one only my decision, only one single little moment, and perhaps it was not mere second when I changed my life literally in hell the country of which perhaps, if I time my life and situations around me to allow me more time here rather detailed manner. Adrianna I think about you, now I think of Thee truly and not just as people usually think to myself. Adrianna I think about you even when you're still together and believe me they are bored and that I do, too, is not worried because, because somewhere inside I feel incredibly lucky that that I can come with you, just have no idea how but I know it will come. I think of you and to our happiness, just do not know how that time will evolve in the meantime, what we talked that evening. If you want to stay with me on, maybe just to let them learn what happened, happens and will happen and what is happening between them all. Perhaps just because you're curious, perhaps because you are interested in it in some way, perhaps just because you just somehow entertaining or simply because they just now have a long time, you're bored and have nothing to do. Thank you and believe that I have you all very grateful for it. I want here to express my thanks to Monika Načeva, Michal Pavlíček and all others who participated on the album "Possibilities are there" and again to the lords of Matthias Gali, who fought for it, to create an album recently and still not many, and David Koller people around him, which I also like the heart and very much appreciate it for what it does, consider that there are some that are and what they did and do what they did, they did and are doing more because they are very important...
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