Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds ... act. 0 000 033. Something about the way my love for the third time ...

0 000033. Something about the way my love for the third time ...

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Actually at that time so I'm just killing boredom at work and my solitude stupid words and speeches and pen with people, maybe just a silly flirtation, just as it does a lot of people just for the feeling of his mood, just to feel perhaps happily for a while, or perhaps happily.And so it happened that one day I came across a woman named Marcela is that actually for my taste to me looked completely unsympathetic, and how many times the people said, I just did not rely on it, or round, but once I felt he was so crazy that I thought myself bored, it was Sunday, we could, just as it must some time together talking while totally dispassionate need to go somewhere for coffee and I did one thing I've never done much so far, that I had posted my phone number.On Monday I happened to come across Gobel, and since I had not at that time what do we have with other clowns what ever flew around him and even his girlfriend, Dahlia - Jiřka, who later became my sister and I adopted her adoptive brother and found around it ended up in a Garage club in Woodman Marcel of Ostrava - Martinov.When there probably after drinking a few beers I came from Marcela sms that she is sorry that the message had not read before and since I was already in a somewhat intoxicated, and I knew them from somewhere and just Poruba of degus, so I simply so she wrote that if you are bored, so that it can stop for us, which after a while she took very seriously and therefore would come.I really had no idea what may cause one single thing that will do just so, and how it can simultaneously modify several different lives.In fact, when the question came Marcela, and suddenly he was like a changed completely Gobel, Jiřina and that it totally did not recognize at all.Then we went home and I am not unaware what is happening in the meantime I worked my normal weekly ordinary things.Finally, Sunday came and anticipated concert.I arranged during that week with Marcela that her call, and can communicate with her because she did not know where and in what places the concert actually take place, so when I did so once in the phone sounded a little weird and told me that somehow it has and finds that with me to talk about something, which got me quite, because suddenly I had to think what can I wish for.Quite the most I dreaded the idea that perhaps somehow fell in love, just as the women of this type can be completely right and I did not know how to get back out and how to tell the truth in your eyes, that probably nothing will come of it, that I ever but not like and that just about it something wrong with that on my part nothing.I can say that I had the whole day to do and I had quite the mood that day.When I met her and I asked her what it really wants to talk to me and said that to me says it all, but sometime later, then, and similar words.I hate these words from the soul of putting things, though it may seem like little things, because it just keeps people guessing and more misery.Rather, I wonder how they settle for that concert, because the price I was very stopped, whereupon I told Gobel, that's about it I do not have to worry that he will arrange it somehow.Then it is all paid for by himself and Jiřina have made an honest concern is that we should somehow return Gobel, and then I went looking for him, I arranged with them that I only carry two hundred and that he probably will give for the money fourteen days.I finally found it in the embrace of love and courtship with Marcela and I suddenly realized what I wanted to tell about.Which I am quite relaxed and amused, actually it was luck.To make matters worse for me Jiřina blurted out that I should worry about where it is and so forth, and said that I was pretty fucked up sponge eye I saw some hidden mockery.Sponge that was the clown of Gobel, such a normal fop young whom lie was seen from the eyes and just boasted what not, but what teens want the youth to whom an identity card still smells new. As a whole I did not know that at this time and I was beating out the whole side as the fir.Finally, we explain it somehow, and after that I told the nurse that it was wrong, that between me and Marcela nothing and nothing ever was and I could not because my taste very nasty looks I finally told my sis that the only who is now located just fucked is only and only she and I She very sorry, but that for her I am very happyIt turned out that way.So I relaxed completely walked away for a beer and started enjoying occurring situations and looked forward to enjoying the concert. During the concert, I happened to me a special chance, I turned to glance toward the bar and there I suddenly saw a certain woman, which I watched over a longer time to profile about six times.For a while I stopped and thought if she's not, then I could She spoke to me.The strange thing was that I was in the darkness around it saw a white glow and I know it was her aura.Suddenly we found common ground during the night when we were actually dancing together the whole concert, and it is actually met by chance Lucia's desire for a first date also took place during the dance communication of feelings.Then we wrote a while via ICQ and so on, and during that time, the flames flared on both sides, but then somehow it was quenched.I suspect that Lucy came fear of what she wanted. Although rather think quite complex suffers from older men, or is afraid of them, I feel that this is due to her life, but above all by her relationship with her father, but this shall never know, nor really want.Now I know that Lucy had found what she wanted and I wish her the heart of contentment and happiness.Once we then met recently in a restaurant in Ostrava, when she let her help her with some work, since it started doing something about insurance, but I told her that from me about a client will be.Long have those things behind me and I know that somehow it would be against my inner feelings, if I put it on and I was crazy if I went against himself and his firm conviction based on inner feelings.
And so day after dayreveal the secret,dabbled with lifeand I would like to tell you:do not see it,I gave my heart Thosein themselves have hidden it.During that short acquaintance last year happened to me a special situation of which eventually became the text, and even on the basis of other random things that happened to me sort of ordinary travel, just when one becomes an object of a certain girl's seduction or physical harassment, as would probably call it an ascetic and studied hypocrite if I call the right way
... On the bus in one Saturday morning in a
wandering through life, the way is obscure, farlevel equal to each other always looking forand when was it no one wants and no waitingfor the third time perhaps the true love sits on the shouldersthe evening on Saturday sometime in late AprilThere was a lot, not to hear or coughmiddle of the night, wailing guitars, thundering drums forthere even equal to his own way once again foundThey've now sat before me onfoot over foot, a plastic bag brand Orsayeyes like two daggers, you probably want it nowI know that look, he says: Take me and biteThose hair and suddenly eyes started to bother themselvesHladiš his finger to his lipinner thighs started to fondle youaround as if suddenly the world was notdesire within the body as you burn the wholeThese your legs and slowly open the templesomewhere under a black skirt, so there it culminatesbeast lurking there, my teeth appreciate hungry mawfor a little while, four eyes metsomething in the air between us flowbut I gave it apart its keyso now I'm in peace when your lust after it loud my pleasurethe draft forces of heaven, what lies in the hearts desirewhere the soul is outside looking at each otherI would like again, to see again for a moment justbeautiful face of the girl what had a few days somewhere in me singsperhaps somewhere in the fate of the wind force is writtenperhaps in ourselves it is invarianteven a few days earlier would certainly be YESbut today is today and with mere NO

I walk the streets there

or where I live now...

This way leads my steps

Day after Day

both the time and life goes...

Today I am so beautiful My Darling thought it was pretty good luck with the phone that I told you what happened to me, but I still think you're in the phone you had my beautiful gentle fingers YOU My Baby, because of this me no one is satisfied that it did and believe me, with this at all, but is not related to any cottage and I've never been with Lucy, even now in April it was not even because I was entirely on the financial bottom three after that my sick, so I like a female or have nothing.Although those names quite fit what I said, surely Your friend Kate.Hold happen in this world quite interesting oddities.We are now quite over completely surprised, but also fun and if you read this, so you probably now quite stopped, and maybe you thought, if I'm in the phone's accidentally lied.Believe me, lied and angry, because I know that even those you do need to examine its counterpart.I love you for it!Bye, I kiss you my darling and I look forward only and only for you and for you to be together.Seriously, trust me, I kiss you my love Adrianna and I now just about you! ...
... to be continued...
written - 12 June 2008 17:49 | mathiesz | HEALTH TREATMENT FOR HIV and general - Matti Vuori-Mathiesz ( Mattiessa )