0 000 032. Something about my quest for love ... again
... Another woman and a third in the order was Březáková Lucia, but this is Scandall had nothing in common, nevertheless also going around that something special and magical.Actually, it was like this:After about six years when I lived a normal ordinary life with his wife and his assassin in one person and her two daughters and when I was maybe just a mere one and a thin raven narrowly escaped death from a crack about my journey after dark tunnel, where it all what was during those six years and cannon happened to me fell, I began again, after infinite long time to realize and finally again himself and his own feelings.This time I realized that I really want to devote only to what I want, which is music.As I did during those six years for exactly half the family sacrificed themselves and maybe even more, and actually as far as music was flat on the ground and basically I free them from her, so I went back to their earlier plans.
I sure planin my next lifechange as theairplaneand then,I decline toI want to emigrate to the heavens.I say this to you.
I changed my mind is completely undecided whether I should continue to play the electric guitar, which I actually spent some of those X years before that hell on earth, or if I have masses to latch on to play bass guitar, which I probably before I sacrificed his passion for family, tried it about a year and only listen to so words of I - chyme, but words of musicians with whom I've met and known from both paternal as well as those with whom I am again began to meet and meet after a long time: " Matthiessa, rather Play on bass, because bass players are few and players on guittar is how pissed. "So I bought but these two lovely instrument and I tried to train again, this time both at once because I did not know how or which direction you are my destiny can take.Meanwhile, I worked again after a long time composing lyrics and I came from bid I -chyme party, I wrote the text in one of their unfinished songs. Did I really could not refuse, because the band of I -chyme Excelent Suprbend was pretty good start and our city is already quite well known and although I was afraid of it, if I can, so I spent a hell that I had lived, plus other things such as my feelings, dreams and ideas on further put my life into the lyrics and actually happen, because the boys, respectively, singer and group frontmann Excelent Suprbend Durčák Radek did not want to change the title and chorus words that have already in some of their tests and so was attacked
GLORIA
Still feel it as the knife penetrates,and just so little heart NetíkThey vrháš knife, and before he will fly to mesuddenly occurs to me that I should become a bit furtherI'm running away from people, maybe go another wayhidden dark night, I just find it soForgive me, forgive me, I want to be alone againas cigarette smoke is lost somewhere in the next.
Let me be, I do not knowYour speech drab ones aresometimes I love very palebut now do not, I was just your bingeThe reason to live, that I did not invent,so why continue to worry Thy beauty.Sometimes I love the very walls of sinkingYeah, sometimes falls from the sky they are hard ...
Gloria, I do not know what to do with Thee,just know that in you not knowGloria, These your eyes misleading ...Only when you destroy their plot area mustYou want to kill? Well that's crazyenough to drink - I still give (!) and open your hands mine.As the aircraft away reproachesYou fly away from the darkness ...Stretch my wings,embrace the void.
Gloria, I do not want to be with youwill be better when we all aloneGloria, I have my plans and degrade mewhether they are, are just my ...... Away with you ... Stebe and I ...that way I do not have to give ....(I-chyme solo)... I want to be alone .. I just do not have anything ... ..even if God himself wantedJust do not. I'm not one who would come to see you go,to be with you and for your eyes to the dead brushed,to feed the desire Thy ferocious beast ...I do not have it ...So do not talk, that's enough, stop talking, you're patheticThese your snake's mouth is what bites when you're strokingLet me! I do not want to live with you in a cage,These your body I am cold, your look me in the night wakingand I can not sleep and then just burn it in me,when the wound is pale and the walls demolishedand everything I built is changing only in the ruinsand in those ruins ... I walk barefoot and everything disappearsI'm behindworld just demolished
incidentally, a little more about them you can find by clicking on a link or directly on the website www.excelentsuprbend.estranky.czActually, the whole life before I wanted to devote composing lyrics and music and write or something because I was somewhere inside himself knew and felt that only this time I can bring what I want, what's the depths of their souls desire.Additionally, with one idea that I retained from the book American author Louise L. Hay You Can Heal Your Life, that every person in this world one should write a story about how I was becoming increasingly more convinced, but always somehow lost it somewhere in the sense the ordinary course of everyday life and still do something simply missing.Constantly it met only one and a tiny bit something.Meanwhile, however, I also I wanted to play in a band where I could continue over time to develop their creativity, just as I was and I remain convinced that some talent after all that in me is just, but that only waits for him to unfold and then maybe ...So I occasionally tried to speak to any one ad where zrovinka looking for a bass player, until I finally made contact with one person, whose name is Rostislav Pustka, but after Ostrava is more commonly known under the name Gobel.I was aware that the bass still can not play very well and I did not have any urge to run over the band, because I myself wanted to save the negative approach to my person and critics, because in my life I had heard so many that I will neither hear nor wished many times, and despite the criticism of others that I quite like it and tolerating it very well, because I know that any criticism of man moves on.But seriously, I just hell after that it had no mood, or even taste.But it is not always just sit at home and practicing according to the keys in the stereotyped rhythms, it just wants something more, it wants to be and play with the band and a live drummer and constantly work on myself and improve.Uses interest of Gobel and influence its impact on humans, although I must confess completely that I saw the whole thing as black Gobel immediately to the phone for me came out with that tested in UNDERGROUND ARENA CLUB in Poruba commercial multiplex near TESCO, which in me again resulted in some pretty awful feeling of stage fright and fear over as I realized what a man can think and expect in their rational thinking, in my brain.Finally I said, but that just does not make sense of the power cling and think that I can not really lose anything and it just somehow played there and go home, which totally relaxed me and I was free from fear, decided to step into and exit UNDERGROUND ARENA CLUB the boards that supposedly mean the world.But man proposes, and things eventually turn out quite differently.And so it happened that during the first test Göbel assembled the band broke up later that day and eventually we were left alone two.Me and the drummer, who after playing three quarters of a minute fell from his hand and mallet for another minute there began to repair the pedal to the large drum, and indeed any test was quite scrappy which might take even the biggest appetite patient people who might exist in this world.
So it is too muchIt is perhaps a bad dreamthe vanity and nightand then again that day.And everything from his hand fallssomething and it goes back to meWhen the cradlethose were the Fates,so it ladiesperhaps coughed.And there remained only oneToo bad that, the eternal whore.
Just nerves, I would really from the heart of anyone of you reading this who did not experience. Gradually I began to know this man more and more and more reminded me of Renata, the woman, because I have experienced hell on earth and my killer. I do not know if it was more of an effect of inertia of his forces, when one had to pass once more apparently by the same, perhaps as a test of whether they have decided to take a step back and remain in that place, that he too does not bring happiness and joy.I must say that I have enjoyed this man quite nice very difficult awkward moments, but perhaps also some nice arose. Actually it was the only one. One and only one.Basically it was an accident like that. He invited me and Gobel insisted on the fact that we have to go to the concert band DOGA that introduces us to Izzi, frontmann this band, whom he knows very well.On the one hand, I wanted there too, because Iziho also known as the time when I I-chyme had a band after all ... I recently went to New Bela of Ostrava - city to his cousin Rene, whom hobby and maybe even the momentary bread production and repair of musical apparatus for CITRÓN, Doga and many other bands, and once there, we just met with Izzi.I realized that I probably will not fully recognize and know what I am, because at that time had passed so many rivers and water was flooding so much, but we said that when they come in and remind him a couple of details so you do just remember, this is the way it did, sometimes it just simply afraid.On the other hand, however, I was in great financial distress of the past, the killer because of my family and community life with them and her two daughters, I could not afford such a thing as even now have dabbled in quite large installments, and actually live quite close and sometimesunder a cramped and borrow money from nowhere wants me because I would finally like to get rid of debt and not like I did more and more unnecessary. It simply will not.But Gobel has a real gift to the people not only convincing, but even force them to become part of his life, his visions and his dreams will never neuskutečnitelných because his dream of the band had completely disintegrated under the arms and legs, and how I spent that time with him found it so crowded around him just themselves false intrigue, lies and fraud and podobnýmy things and if it happened according to his vision and misplaced guilt and bullshit that completely but it did not make sense, and rather only its own inability tried to convert the other.In fact,I met such a guy as much wisdom particularly bright,no shame in it drop and lied.And precisely as they say, reason, and will dull weak,but the desire for great ideas.So the drummer of everything he wanted very interested inAnd it was not a drummer, it perhaps only the mallet his had.and perhaps even did not think it wrong, illusionistUnfortunately, where slap, a hundred years, perhaps even the grass grow.This beautifully ourselves into it, nobody did not like him,if those around nesmažil right.And the more those around them fried, the more harm the poor secondand when someone suggested it to him, the games just threw on the wall.And there was one property that was flush,when one door he reveal that,so now druhýma returns.This beautifully ourselves into it,Nobody did not like him,in its own juice is boiledjust
written - 12 June 2008 16:37 | mathiesz | HEALTH TREATMENT FOR HIV and general - Matti Vuori - Mathiesz ( Matthiessa now ;o)
On mukava ja onnistunut päivä sunnuntaina ;o)
I sure planin my next lifechange as theairplaneand then,I decline toI want to emigrate to the heavens.I say this to you.
GLORIA
Still feel it as the knife penetrates,and just so little heart NetíkThey vrháš knife, and before he will fly to mesuddenly occurs to me that I should become a bit furtherI'm running away from people, maybe go another wayhidden dark night, I just find it soForgive me, forgive me, I want to be alone againas cigarette smoke is lost somewhere in the next.
Let me be, I do not knowYour speech drab ones aresometimes I love very palebut now do not, I was just your bingeThe reason to live, that I did not invent,so why continue to worry Thy beauty.Sometimes I love the very walls of sinkingYeah, sometimes falls from the sky they are hard ...
Gloria, I do not know what to do with Thee,just know that in you not knowGloria, These your eyes misleading ...Only when you destroy their plot area mustYou want to kill? Well that's crazyenough to drink - I still give (!) and open your hands mine.As the aircraft away reproachesYou fly away from the darkness ...Stretch my wings,embrace the void.
Gloria, I do not want to be with youwill be better when we all aloneGloria, I have my plans and degrade mewhether they are, are just my ...... Away with you ... Stebe and I ...that way I do not have to give ....(I-chyme solo)... I want to be alone .. I just do not have anything ... ..even if God himself wantedJust do not. I'm not one who would come to see you go,to be with you and for your eyes to the dead brushed,to feed the desire Thy ferocious beast ...I do not have it ...So do not talk, that's enough, stop talking, you're patheticThese your snake's mouth is what bites when you're strokingLet me! I do not want to live with you in a cage,These your body I am cold, your look me in the night wakingand I can not sleep and then just burn it in me,when the wound is pale and the walls demolishedand everything I built is changing only in the ruinsand in those ruins ... I walk barefoot and everything disappearsI'm behindworld just demolished
Matthiessa - photo by from Excelent Suprbend web
So it is too muchIt is perhaps a bad dreamthe vanity and nightand then again that day.And everything from his hand fallssomething and it goes back to meWhen the cradlethose were the Fates,so it ladiesperhaps coughed.And there remained only oneToo bad that, the eternal whore.
Just nerves, I would really from the heart of anyone of you reading this who did not experience. Gradually I began to know this man more and more and more reminded me of Renata, the woman, because I have experienced hell on earth and my killer. I do not know if it was more of an effect of inertia of his forces, when one had to pass once more apparently by the same, perhaps as a test of whether they have decided to take a step back and remain in that place, that he too does not bring happiness and joy.I must say that I have enjoyed this man quite nice very difficult awkward moments, but perhaps also some nice arose. Actually it was the only one. One and only one.Basically it was an accident like that. He invited me and Gobel insisted on the fact that we have to go to the concert band DOGA that introduces us to Izzi, frontmann this band, whom he knows very well.On the one hand, I wanted there too, because Iziho also known as the time when I I-chyme had a band after all ... I recently went to New Bela of Ostrava - city to his cousin Rene, whom hobby and maybe even the momentary bread production and repair of musical apparatus for CITRÓN, Doga and many other bands, and once there, we just met with Izzi.I realized that I probably will not fully recognize and know what I am, because at that time had passed so many rivers and water was flooding so much, but we said that when they come in and remind him a couple of details so you do just remember, this is the way it did, sometimes it just simply afraid.On the other hand, however, I was in great financial distress of the past, the killer because of my family and community life with them and her two daughters, I could not afford such a thing as even now have dabbled in quite large installments, and actually live quite close and sometimesunder a cramped and borrow money from nowhere wants me because I would finally like to get rid of debt and not like I did more and more unnecessary. It simply will not.But Gobel has a real gift to the people not only convincing, but even force them to become part of his life, his visions and his dreams will never neuskutečnitelných because his dream of the band had completely disintegrated under the arms and legs, and how I spent that time with him found it so crowded around him just themselves false intrigue, lies and fraud and podobnýmy things and if it happened according to his vision and misplaced guilt and bullshit that completely but it did not make sense, and rather only its own inability tried to convert the other.In fact,I met such a guy as much wisdom particularly bright,no shame in it drop and lied.And precisely as they say, reason, and will dull weak,but the desire for great ideas.So the drummer of everything he wanted very interested inAnd it was not a drummer, it perhaps only the mallet his had.and perhaps even did not think it wrong, illusionistUnfortunately, where slap, a hundred years, perhaps even the grass grow.This beautifully ourselves into it, nobody did not like him,if those around nesmažil right.And the more those around them fried, the more harm the poor secondand when someone suggested it to him, the games just threw on the wall.And there was one property that was flush,when one door he reveal that,so now druhýma returns.This beautifully ourselves into it,Nobody did not like him,in its own juice is boiledjust
Matthiessa tanssia konsertissa
But back to what it actually belongs here, to love .... but I'll leave it to the next post ...So if you want, so read on if you're interested.... to be contiued ...
written - 12 June 2008 16:37 | mathiesz | HEALTH TREATMENT FOR HIV and general - Matti Vuori - Mathiesz ( Matthiessa now ;o)
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