0 000 048. Something about the life and knows that even the impossible can be possible ... again
The previous post can actually say testified that everything goes as it wants, when he really wantsbut mainly it comes to want that question man himself, because otherwise it will have the effect of what should be and the result actually comes, as it hides behind all still a lot of other important social factors that are simply must be taken into consideration.Moreover, I have due to lack of time had to stop writing even before he'd wanted, and I forgot to mention one very important thing and that it is important that most of these things happening to someone quite commonly, and normally we can say that again and again until a person concerned about himself will say that the underdog and that he just happens to this end that he believes in and lives in her beliefs and actually creates and summon these situations based on their beliefs, their thought patterns, but I believe that if a man wants and is willing to change and change is achieved as a completely opposite effect and may then be mired in endless depression and feelings of sadness and feel for the unhappy.Even I am in that previous case had ...... Actually did not, rather I just wanted it and it was far easier than if I had to, because the word will have more resistance in man produces and makes it rather a matter of not wanting to do than want.Well, because I simply wanted then, and I have modified during those few minutes of your negative beliefs that everything around me is wrong and horrible and that I do not want to embrace something that the more liberating and head somewhere towards the future and This way I imagined it to a positive faith and belief that:In me and around me, only peace and harmony and that I deserve it, whether I'm good.Actually it is just about to replace some of their negative thoughts and beliefs as positive, only to be happening around us nothing but good things even when the truth is that sometimes they will not be avoided even the horrific situations, but this is again about whether we that is just right at that moment that we feel safe or not, because if someone does not feel safe so it is clear that the preferred hiding somewhere in his shack, where he is well and where it's safe,see Darling >:o)Now I want you nice folks also say something about that sometimes need help to someone else and this is far more complex and harder as they actually encounter an entirely different personality, which also has self-confidence, their ego, their properties and in fact is full resistance to change itself, and then rather fumes, kicking around and swears tothat eventually the worst person in the world and you're the biggest fool who does not understand anything, and sometimes even some schytnete sometimes the decisive blow, which actually was my murderer, with whom I lived there six years of the above mentioned common household, but this time I let a murderer murderer, and I call him her real name, since at that time still was not my murderer.So when I jumped one day after the relationship actually head straight legs a and did not know about that person completely,but absolutely nothing, which is often just do not know when or if a man live longer, because you are constantly changing, by itself voluntarily, because it wants to own and it's worse when they should be changed soboth wants and does not want to end because detects that this is his best because that way they feel safe even though we Renata on such topics led several discussions, as well, although initially she wanted, so it ended up at some point the dead, but this is not is not so important but rather the fact that after about a month living together, I witnessed that Renata docela suffered frequent epileptic seizures and not only after ingestion of even just two glasses of white wine, but often sometimes simply about a nervous tension that actually the It was said to be rampant, as it has been from his youth exposed to harsh tests of life as a children's home, misunderstanding and abuse by his mother and later in life with her mother and her mother's alternating partners and usually somewhere in childhood and entered into and imprisoned things like that,So not really no surprise that she was and probably still is, as I learned quite recently, very bad outlook on life, people and attitude and all trust in people.I would quite like her opinions and attitudes of the world and life were one, I was nervous but rather those of its epileptic seizures that during cohabitation became more frequent and more common, because in essence, between us there were constant clashes of opinion precisely how life and actually lived and where the mine itself, but mainly only because she had not in itself such features as a perception or understanding each other and even somehow always lived somewhere in the past.
Basically, I told myself that no matter how it is and whether it is, so that just needs some help and I'll try it, because I knew from her that he has gone through because of some medical tests and failed just as completely was still only on some tablets and some brain probes, just terror.But this probably would not be no joyful and happy life and I said, just try it and that, worse than it could not be better.Several of those attacks, which I attended with her I just did the bare minimum what we should do and what our dear doctors constantly on some of the training drummed into our heads beautiful and smart and watching, or rather did not notice, because in such a situation a man no time, but rather only then, when he received from this fit back into the real world, I tried to communicate with her completely normal if he was okay if he wants a drink and if you need something like this and totally obvious things that goes with it.And so I sometimes stand for the melting, when not at home, since the time the book was quite hated and since then I have to care about it quite a bit, so I found out what the possible cause of the seizures by those happen, I found that in essence, that suffers from a feeling of persecution, rejection of life itself, experiencing great internal struggle, and that creates its own violence against each other, which I actually explain all the behavior and reactions.It is quite a very broad spectrum of things, and given that each of us experiencing a life that before and to know where either we know that if we readily question or communicate with it, know it is the question really scared, ashamed, or God knows what just to not look ahead in a bad light because they are afraid that we will lose and perhaps also because it just simply wants to forget his past here, but you just do not realize the consequences that It carries with him still in life and then it affects all future events around him,but simply afraid, quite large in itself rooted fear of which had not long ago actually knows he does not want you to know about it, does not want to admit it, because it sometimes last long once happily buried somewhere deep inside and it just takes as its disease and completely normal and natural part of your life and destiny and live with it and then resigned.It took quite a long time, but during those attacks me once occurred to her that I have at the moment when it is still sometimes two worlds, the real and thus where to go and wanted to be, because in fact at the time of seizure is completely outside senses and the world, so trying to escape from this world.Quite important point was to determine from which time it is about the seizures started to manifest itself, and then find possible and especially the true cause of this disease, because in fact in her case it was specifically as a child sometime around six, seven or eight years.So one day I stopped to talk to her like a grown man and at the moment when it went through the coma, I talked with her and communicate with her as a little Renata with the fact that I had asked about where is not there and what is happening there, I was quite surprised quite else answers that showed me exactly where the inner portion being located, in fact such that the inner child that no one ever forgets himself in it and always wearit covers just the weight of adulthood and life situations, and he forgets it all under stress and life and things that are suddenly forced to live.Because sometimes someone just to be told that it is embarrassing that it behaves like a little kid and totally unnatural This is what the repressed itself and become adults. So with Renata, I realized that her little inner Renata is located somewhere in a closed room that is locked and that the small Renata can not go out because they are afraid because it is convinced aboutthat the doors of the rooms are locked and can not get out and that just scared vstanout and go to the door and open it, because if it did, it would probably be hit again by a terrible punishment which Renata told me when she was in normal condition and talked about his childhood and his mother, and so on.Actually it was because of the ambivalence of its people, during which I co-existence with her noticed, but nothing I never said it out loud, because this is just not cost any more and this will worsen even more in the reality of life, as it is this part of her personality she lacked the serenity.Finally, I had no choice therefore than to communicate in some way with little Renata, and with great Renata. Already older and more powerful and adults, and Renata, I had to suggest either facing the door, she saw only her and wait until the door opened, and that musí embrace a little child who comes out of the door and a small Renata I had to change the supply of courage that has nothing to fear, that I was dreaming and that it will go to the door, but that it must open itself,but that need not ever worry that there no one who should punish, and that would stop there on it just waiting for the big Renata and strong, that it embraces and protects.Finally, as in Renata's soul and mind, and this happened when he woke up, I again spent most usual things that belong to the man opel adapted to it quite normal.Even long after this event I ever watched Renata, but I can say with a calm mind, that since I was at it with no further epileptic seizure already met.So I know very well that even such things are possible and very real. I must say though, that this here on the composition of human beings and not personalities from the book You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L. Hay, but from a completely different books about these things from Shakti Gawain's Journey to the light.Even at the end so I can pause specifically the fact that somehow this can be done with the disease called leukemia, while I'm here sometimes suggested that a possibility exists, I know it exists and I believe in her and believe in it,it can be successful, but I do not know the first cause.Just know that the possible cause of destroying the brutal inspiration and feeling that nothing has a price, but the real reason I do not know and therefore, that I would have to be with that person to find out a solution and recovery is possible that this would person had to change some of their ingrained převědčení, which in the past, for some circumstances in itself began to form and perhaps in themselves as they time and around the world has created quite a strong full of sorrow changed to positive, which I quote:Fetching over the past restrictions to free the present. Is it safe to be myself again!I do not know whether you believe you folks, but I just believe that under certain circumstances there are simply way to this illness might not even get rid of brutal interventions such as, for example chemotherapy, but also nothing to condemn,because sometimes be necessary to combine all these options in one and only one particular and very important thing is the belief that the person concerned, that's just come out and heal, and it is not without love, and certainly no love for yourself and it can be quite complicated, way to go before he finds a man to love himself and how many times it needs to help others near and strangers.But as I said earlier, it is important to be with that person and figure out why the disease was actually the man and the willingness to go with someone back their life or a fear arose the present and go into it and it may take several years and maybe they need to be quite great courage and patience, because here I think it is quite tough.OPTIONS ARE JUST HERE, NEVER SAY NEVER AND IF YOU WANT TO THIS IS SO EVEN IF I DO NOT WANT TWO, BUT WHEN I GO TO TEN SECOND, SO IT IS A BETTER become easier!Excuse me love, that I'm just so that I did not look here like a fool, which perhaps stretches, so I just had to write here.Otherwise you kiss too much and I think of you and look forward to when we can finally be together sometimes, really.Bye. .. so far .. you kiss, embrace, and are upon, but I would prefer to do it now if it was not and then sometimes, many times since then could be late, but you surely already know.So Bye Bye Baby and gold mine.
written - 15 June 2008 at 19:41 | mathiesz | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ... -- Matti Vuori - Mathiesz ( Matthiessa ) = author´s wall
...to be continued...
