Hi (Adri, Marti, Jani) Lucianne, ... etc. Baby just,
In the morning I get up and I feel that it's not like before, I feel that I think. Do you and waiting, but it's no longer the same as before, thinking about what it can be. While the heat around the heart, then moves on there's a place where the solar plexus, where is the human soul.
Just today it's different, completely different.
I know that in some way with me, but it's different. The soul I feel the sort of harsh and uncertain feeling like you're just nervous, or are you scared or you feel very sad and disappointed. I do not know why, but I know I did something again, apparently inadvertently caused you and I know what it is, but it's Adri, Anna, as you think. Maybe you all just knew otherwise, but I am not surprised you, basically you're probably right, somehow I did not want to disappoint you, it's just the most non-communication and I know that even the non-communication in some way I can and just because they simply for a while, just for a little while I deviate from those of Thy secret and mysterious paths vílích fine. Excuse me please, I forgot for a moment and let himself be carried away by his own Self, and basically I was with you or I nenaladil at the same frequency on the same track on which you ride.
I do not know, but suddenly it just can not control even though I know that I should maybe do something else and maybe I should stop and leave you in peace, on the one hand you say that you do not want to hurt the other side and it basically doing and the worst thing is that I know you just realize it, but I do not stop just because I controlled the property, tighten all things to the end and also to simply keep my word because I want to keep that word.
Gold Forgive me, but I am such and this is probably not change, just like it just needed some focus and I know only that with you I would run it, just at the right moment, because I knew when, like me, so I do not know everything just takes a little later.
Maybe you were sad, because you read something about a girl who needs help and you feel disappointed and sad, but it's not as though you think she really needs some way, it's just that Lucy Březáková that I have ever mentioned here dávněji and I knew that sometime in the last year in April at the concert dogs.
Adri You know, basically if it could be my one and indifferent, but she really needs help because something is very very sensitive and nervous, just the fact that it happened it happened and what she actually since then as I do told, lived in a long and sad, as I now live in a very long fear and horror that it is quite restless, so I'd only wanted to help her find inner peace and balance, moreover, born in Libra, a sign of such unbalanced and please do not think that I was with her, just her that I wanted to help in any way through this blog, because quite recently again seplo me a few things that just relate to happiness and I know that she takes the pills or substances in man artificially induce feelings of happiness and when I actually saw it last time, I would rather say that it hurts even more.
Maybe she reads this blog and maybe even through this blog if she wants, so that it can help in some way, because even though she already had found his life and decided to recall back when the situation, and suddenly I understood why I saw her just the way I saw it and I do it simply so sorry, because I think that she needs something completely normal life and even though I said that the psychical is sensitive, so I would say that more has quite serious problems.
So perhaps you understand and please do not think that I wanted to leave you, it is not at all, because, you are to me my happiness, the happiness that I never wanted to lose, so do not worry at all.
And maybe that is also somehow feel cheated, because I think it was all about from my side only fun, but believe me that was not all that what happened was completely genuine and sincere and myself just did not know in advance what will happen and what to do.
Or maybe you think that this is over and that you will be really sad after all ... well no .. My Baby Do not worry, because I do not stop, even though
You were like my quiet live fish, so to get everything up perhaps we really together,
so maybe just stop
because I know it will be different and important things right with you.
And just at that moment when you eat your next dream about the two of us, when you see just above him as skláníš thinning above me and your hair fall on my skin and look each other in the eye, so I feel there was, at that point where those are not our souls ... just nothing at all, quite terrifying emptiness, and this makes me restless, you know.
Just restless again, because I know that the error is somewhere in me and not you, just that the error is in the words that I choose, which you here this way I write and you read and you experience them.
Maybe I do not know and I do not know, it just simply mean.
But you know Darling My amazing and worthy of that,
You!
Just "You"!
Do you understand?
Not maybe, not probably.
You may know which way forward,
They just do not know exactly how your hair smells.
I know what these same
dropwise flowers thirst silent.
Maybe I know what's up,
what's on and what is perhaps more wings.
You! Just you!
Do you understand?
and I'm still just enough.
Night around us silent save
as bird nests.
I suddenly
again one
who are not wary.
Say at once
so many words,
which belongs to Thy glory.
You!
Do you understand?
Just you!
My great desire.
Are you that what is a dream
You're my laughter, what it means to my happiness
Are you that what is heat
and then the rain, as troops from the eyes
You!
Do you understand?
You're the
what is in me happy.
Twilight and falling asleep,
Dawn and awakening
A beautiful dream and good morning,
With you our day
which today may just be our tomorrow.
Visiting the current track and lightning
that for all the songs you might remake,
so why then run the plate.
Magic snow that falls from your lips
rnní as dew from the flowers ....
I draw your laughter and it is sufficient
that there
"You"!
You!
Do you understand?
Just "You"!
The word out of three sounds ...
I know I just know
you have
greatest
Love of all loves ...
I suddenly
This in turn
They promise you everything ...
No,
not all,
be it
that you not kiss.
Twilight and falling asleep,
Dawn and awakening
A beautiful dream and good morning,
With you our day
when today just might be our tomorrow.
I'm really quite scared of anything that once inside, I feel as if it was the indifference, I do not just simply feel it and so I'm writing an SMS, you know that it is not so serious as you might think, and suddenly I come phone call from a completely unknown numbers, so I try to call back, I think, maybe you have no credit and that should be calling from some of his friends and so I call back and through the about ten seconds I hear something like sobbing or whatever it is ... the fact it can not recognize and suddenly I find quite interesting SMS and at that moment I realized that it probably was not possible sobs, but rather laugh, I thought that my baby is having fun, so you still write,
it's quite strange that when you wish you good night, so I come on the heels of news from elsewhere and that if in fact you got your beautiful toes, so you're in my mouth, and if not, then you also have in my mouth and I kiss you and I go to sleep when my cell phone once again rings the same number
and he laughs and I wish you once more simply as the dark and the wind pretty night Darling.
I kiss you, I think of you (Adri, Marti, Jani, Anna, etc. .. because who knows, today it's Phuck) and fall asleep ...
* Finished at that time today, in the meantime :-)
written - 23 June 2008 at 22:47 | Prince of Silesia | HEALTH HIV treatment and generally
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