Continuation of previous post ...
So I run to the ATM withdraw some money so I can give my matince. But when my Mother submitted additional bills that arrived during that time and wishes, whether it will pay, so I do quite a line through the budget, because I originally thought, or rather I allowed it to pay some bills alone, but due to the fact that I had set up internet banking, so completely accustomed to it and said, let's pay from her, which I am completely taken aback and I was quite getting into even bigger trouble than I originally anticipated.
I try to explain it all somehow, but she does not understand, because in fact the whole of my money at the same time there is only two hundred, which it obviously does not enjoy a burst of weeping mother comes to me, of course, does not care because I'm quite nicely once the situation for anything and I would like to see this and I would not like to see him. Yet all that the Golden and try to explain it somehow appease, but it's just not helping.
I'm really quite devastated and completely at the bottom.
I do not regret anything I've done for you or you and Adri no blame, even if it was a game on your part or did you really need, I do not know, but after all, is after all just about anything and it did have a man for a woman do anything when it comes to the thing though is very smart and reasonable.
Suddenly I have a horrible feeling that I had anything about her completely at a loss and I know that this will end pretty sad.
I just regret invades me crazy, not so much me, but rather here what is happening all over and all you do not blame, because I know that you are completely and sometimes in another place and really can not have no idea about what I'm going through just because he is completely different, live differently and actually do not know anything about me just as I do not know much about you.
Just something about this already survive.
Mother, meanwhile, got rid of her screaming her anger, but it left me feeling quite ugly hopelessness and despair.
He would rather lose the room and I'm sorry it all. I'm just at a loss and I know that probably no wonder no longer take place.
Nevertheless, it then comes Mother looks at me and says that whatever is mad at her, but I just had to say this and I did not say it or anything, but I have just embarked on the head as well than to anything say, when in fact all the time I basically like the black sheep of the family, no more so what I want and in the meantime, what a nut looking at me, so I'm lying in bed in the bedroom and I think the fact that you probably really my life , Because that's not indefinitely endure and live. Chases in my head
To hang up, be calm rock,
to hang up, be quiet.
To hang up, let still rock,
surely it can not go on like this live.
Hang that I was different,
and that you breathe the same air.
I hang with, although I'm not lazy,
I'm just a bit of an adventurer.
I will hang for his love,
love for children and music tone.
Even though I knew my dream beauty,
and music that I like, though I can laugh at you.
Above his head burns your eyes,
My end was obviously nothing will turn off.
In my dream I look from afar.
And in my soul just sounds
this last song.
I will hang for his love,
because I have ruined their banks.
and for that one did not last
at one point state.
Hang for my mom,
that what it is now it can not give.
I will hang behind the woman
I may have learned to live normally,
because I was an optimist
and actually did a lot of mistakes.
Hang that her girls
I helped to live somehow.
That I am subject to fierce desires
so once settled,
but married,
family life simply lived.
While looking through the window at those limes and their branches and somehow succumbing to this condition, which I already wore a few times over the past seven years.
Finally, I write to you: What does that Friday for me really meant and just hope it's not you really care and I'm really sorry, and that simply can not go on like this, after all you've got your whole life and another and generally have no idea what going on here, but do not blame you because it's not your fault and do not let it make no qualms, but I am sorry that this love is unfortunately over.
And you write that you arrive on Saturday and I'm back and that we will be together nicely ...
But Honey ... I'm sorry to Saturday's quite a long time and life and time can not be stopped ... and I'm really sorry.
Thankfully I look to your text, but in it I do not see any light of hope, because the only light to happiness is just around the latter, the white and the light of God ... behind the threshold of death, but I answer you that if God gives, so maybe we'll be together ... but do not believe it at all, because
Day after day they go two lives and even though it baby mean well, so this is just too late. Suddenly I see him again before the cards and I know that's just the way it should be.
Just get it, and after her death was just paradise.
TO BE CONTINUED ...
Adri and I kiss you I think of you.
written - 24 June 2008 at 17:40 | Prince of Silesia-saga nicked by Mathiesz | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...
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