Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds ... act. 0 000 006 (written 29th May 2008 at 11:03 )

0 000 006 / 3. Something about heaven on earth, the last time and what happens between the third time ... 

Slowly approaching the end of my working hours, and I constantly think about it when I call She, whether in four or five in the ... perhaps even later? As usual, every day going to the home of the approaching train as usual, the usual bus and my head just what was in me at the moment it happens suddenly. Get off the bus and I walk slowly to the home, but this time do not direct my steps, where surely waiting for me my mother gold, but I change my walking to the right. Porubským walk to the park, around the castle Ostrava - Poruba of Statis Prusalis  the castle pond, which was a very important place in my childhood and is located just below this renovated castle. With each step in my head I discover memories of moments that my eyes when looking at any place where my eye just as he captured the fleeting image of what was once there all done. Again, I see all these people and their faces with whom I spent the time of his childhood and youth, and any situation that ever occurred there. Strange, just a mere ten minutes and during that brief moment in the man will almost entire life.
Finally I come to the pond dam and in the spirit secretly hope that after the recent adjustments to this space is left for me at least is the only vacant seat, which is not occupied by fishermen and others wandering by individuals such as the local drunks and homeless people. I'm lucky, one that left me to do. 

Slowly sit down on it from his pocket and pulls his ragged jeans light blue cell phone and again get into the role of Hamlet: So do I or not?Inside me there is quite strong nerves. Finally, after all just Resolve and when finally I want to call me leave the last piece of the battery. Wow, I wonder about it so much will not be discussed together, but full of nervousness and anticipation after all I take pieces of each other's strength and hitting the green start button.Phone rings. I thought that would ring quite a long time and a wrong I was. To my surprise, it rises quite quickly and we talk together. Quite shy resonate with her and said that I'm sorry, but probably too long we will talk together, because I leave the battery and let them angry if the call is cut off somewhere in the middle whereupon she replied that she also has the problem with the battery itself of its mobile phone and said he was just sitting in a pub with his friend, but that was soon loft home. It occurred to me that this probably would be better to call and I answered her that she is not hear from me either that evening or the next day and I said goodbye to her with the fact that we are very happy for that, I had to then hear the reward for me was quite a wonderful laugh that I still long enough sounding in the ears, perhaps until the evening. Slowly I got up and went home to my dear mother and I immediately put my cell phone battery. The fact we shoot the breeze, really really I was at that moment a very glad that I had heard, because I realize that this would never have been. I actually felt happy. Happy like never before, really happy for the first time in my life and feel good in themselves again after a long time I wandered for seven years of hell and darkness of the world.

...to be continued...