0 000 004 / 2. About Heaven on earth, and more recently by what happens between the second time ...
I do not know if I already wrote before, and if so, please forgive me ... Even that night when I was about to fall asleep, actually I think I was already at the gate of dreams, I suddenly broke away from the middle of dreaming sleep, my mobile phone. With very sleepy eye I eyed who's crazy now, around one half in the morning. I look and behold, what my eyes see. I got an SMS from Adriana. She asked me, quite charmingly, which to me, if I did not lie entirely laid at the knees if you do not sleep and just try it if the phone number is indeed functional. So the next pit. Golden couch, but I think after I sleep, I wonder how I get up in the morning, now I am quite insane sleep deficit, but I can take it. For a while I wondered what I do, I was completely torn from sleep, and I must admit that my eyes it gave quite a nice shift the message read. I felt at that moment just as Hamlet, but instead I'm in my skull right hand held his silver Motorola L6 mobile phone, which I pretty well everybody envied for its narrow profile and I considered the question: Write or writing to? I thought: Well Baby, You must be quite nice predator, while not losing time. So it's really rough, but somewhere under my rude and rough skin came my innate tact, and I thought that such a beautiful girl did not leave so I expect it in a flash replied that it is really is right and guessed said he was asleep, because I have to get up early to work and I assured her that indeed this phone number is a function that does not have to worry about and that I'll call her later and with it, I went to sleep. I do not know if I thought anything that night.
Second day. Classic morning, and obnoxious tone of my cell phone wakes me from sleep. It's half past four in the morning and again I have to go to fuel the market economy and willing to benefit my employer. God, you know how much I want !!!... so for a while so just lie down and slowly read through .. think of something pleasant ... slowly dragging around a and blankets behind closed eyelids I see her beautiful face again. So much I wish now to be with you, touch you ... ... embrace you caress you .. pressed to you and keep you ... but then you pretty far away from me ... for about half of some of the world. .. and in spite of keen intellect and cool to me my heart is crushed and created in me a mixture of different feelings. Right from the very morning I just have to think of my fairy and my dream to Scandall. I'm sitting at the kitchen table, sipping his mother and with her my first morning coffee, but now somehow the communication between us seriously. Not that I did not want to have fun with it, but I just want to be alone. Even while I drink coffee and left me a long five minutes of time. I wonder if you still do not light a cigarette again and I feel like Hamlet with the question: Should I or not? Maybe it seems strange to you, but seriously now I deal with quite a serious dilemma, because long ago that I stopped smoking and I really want to go back into it, knowing how much money I will burn again, close my eyes and I see before me fifty burning paper crown, as if I it lighter ignited himself. Quite a laugh about how my progress in a fierce war between the strength of will and determination and brain preceptor to me again after more than a thousand days of whispering, but do not worry, just give ... now, but just a bit, just a little bit and then the room we see in her eyes as I laugh because all the eyes at that moment, we know that's not true. Finally, I'll believe them as well, and set fire to a mother's cigarette, so I shortened the long five-minute time full of boredom than get up and go on the bus. Slowly I walk to the bus stop, in your ears again, Heaven on earth with some sense of nervousness because of the idea of what time I should speak up so I started to line number 37 and rode to the train station Ostrava-Svinov to get to Studénka where I work. Somehow I can not still doing so that my longtime dream suddenly become the fact that a hundred years and perhaps somewhere in the depths of my soul buried and covered with dust, desire and belief to me becoming a reality, simply do not believe it. But I have it in your mobile phone number and came to me from her message. It makes me whole again, some side by side, but I feel good. I just show up somehow when I do not expect it every time or what I want when I want it really rather forget and bury it somewhere deep, preferably at the very bottom of his heart and put my memories. That's how I'm doing all my life as I live, you're actually a nice monster, I'd love for you have killed all the time, but I know somewhere inside you know that I love you even though you really do not know, but I know what you are. After you do all of my desires and my wishes. After all, even monsters need to be loved. But wait my darling beautiful one Those that calculate everything beautifully gentle! Perhaps, and in my head plays
The cup of black coffee water boils, bubbles, dancing .. cube of sugar already in the swim and my love for you burns inside me.
You maybe sometimes you carry the same and here too there plunge your nose into the wall Seeking in the dark Your hand and I just returned echoes.
And I just returned echoes!
Superimposed into the oncoming bus, and just as usual to seek out any available seat in the spirit, I pray that the way one did not sit next to me, I hate it. And so, again I see before me Your face as the red sun coming through looking at me again and your eyes to watch what you're doing right now. The sight can you possibly elicit only YOU! So I'm going to work and I work a normal regular work duties, but always think of you and wondering where to find the right moment and the way you speak. Another time I picked up a normal phone and call right, but not here. A voice within me urges me to a certain caution. Something inside me told me that I add to the gallantry and rather prefer to speak tactfully try to report what had just done something and I would call completely out of season. Hell, damn my nature, I have it for the whole time as I live pretty annoying. Finally calming: Mathi, slowly rather nicely, I thought and feeling between fear and anxiety such a special and also the excitement fills my whole person. Finally, somewhere on the bottom side, perhaps under the soles of my work boots hidden under a layer of dust, not just where I stand I find the last remnants of courage and I cautiously Help her an SMS asking when it would not fit her speak, before I arrived in lightning speed answer that I can at any time that is still mobile with you and I answer it immediately, now that I'm at work and that most likely she'll get back in the afternoon when I have peace. But I have to honestly admit that I myself need more time for me in the cup itself adds courage. Here I want to really thank the Ostrava Music Group Matyas Gali, who is also an important part of it all and I promise that I will come back to it, because he's very deserving. Personally, I want to express here my lords Dalibor Klapuch Thanks, Paul Vantuch, Banny and still other remaining members of the band, which now can not remember, but I suspect that there was only left Mr Marek Dohnal and S. Roman Kajfosz, for they are and that they did what they did and that they are doing what they do and also from it that they did and what would not dream they could do, but mainly for the release of the album lately. I love Matthias Gali group and their album recently, which led me in some way and continue to lead my life and gives me more strength to overcome various obstacles. Once again I express my thanks and my great gratitude. ... Love You mainly Adrianna ! ... I feel it ... and somewhere inside I know it!
The cup of black coffee water boils, bubbles, dancing .. cube of sugar already in the swim and my love for you burns inside me.
You maybe sometimes you carry the same and here too there plunge your nose into the wall Seeking in the dark Your hand and I just returned echoes.
And I just returned echoes!
Superimposed into the oncoming bus, and just as usual to seek out any available seat in the spirit, I pray that the way one did not sit next to me, I hate it. And so, again I see before me Your face as the red sun coming through looking at me again and your eyes to watch what you're doing right now. The sight can you possibly elicit only YOU! So I'm going to work and I work a normal regular work duties, but always think of you and wondering where to find the right moment and the way you speak. Another time I picked up a normal phone and call right, but not here. A voice within me urges me to a certain caution. Something inside me told me that I add to the gallantry and rather prefer to speak tactfully try to report what had just done something and I would call completely out of season. Hell, damn my nature, I have it for the whole time as I live pretty annoying. Finally calming: Mathi, slowly rather nicely, I thought and feeling between fear and anxiety such a special and also the excitement fills my whole person. Finally, somewhere on the bottom side, perhaps under the soles of my work boots hidden under a layer of dust, not just where I stand I find the last remnants of courage and I cautiously Help her an SMS asking when it would not fit her speak, before I arrived in lightning speed answer that I can at any time that is still mobile with you and I answer it immediately, now that I'm at work and that most likely she'll get back in the afternoon when I have peace. But I have to honestly admit that I myself need more time for me in the cup itself adds courage. Here I want to really thank the Ostrava Music Group Matyas Gali, who is also an important part of it all and I promise that I will come back to it, because he's very deserving. Personally, I want to express here my lords Dalibor Klapuch Thanks, Paul Vantuch, Banny and still other remaining members of the band, which now can not remember, but I suspect that there was only left Mr Marek Dohnal and S. Roman Kajfosz, for they are and that they did what they did and that they are doing what they do and also from it that they did and what would not dream they could do, but mainly for the release of the album lately. I love Matthias Gali group and their album recently, which led me in some way and continue to lead my life and gives me more strength to overcome various obstacles. Once again I express my thanks and my great gratitude. ... Love You mainly Adrianna ! ... I feel it ... and somewhere inside I know it!
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