GOLD Good morning to you,
This is how I spend my time with no one between you before we can be together. When this idea because you silent because I do not take the phone, because maybe it really is everything, maybe just because you're afraid that I might foolishly asked for something and maybe you do not want just because you do not want because they might fear, that if you tell me more, so I stopped loving you. I do not know that I do not know.
But if this really is and if from the very beginning everything is true what you wrote to me and what I say so then it would not be any serious and lasting relationship with the prospect for the future if I turned back from you.
Maybe it really is so, because if you read these lines and there would have been some truth, I believe that long ago you wrote to me at least some of this Post, with What you actually think about you for stupidity and it is not true or we Meanwhile, do not really see it because you wanted to palm on me in the eye and tell me you were so severe phlegmatic, because this has long treated the things that could move as many times even the largest bile cool one.
Maybe they're not the type, as well as I, who does not like the word conflict, you may have them in my life countless time with her and would prefer rather the things you perceive the most silent way that I am sure you worry about something, or with a typical avoiding feminine refinement, not taking my phone when you call and what do you expect, even if you do anything, if I write something and you react to some few reports, such that I have no nerves or that I was tired and I want to just pack up and give up.
I do not know, I really do not know, but I'd be lying if I said no anger in me is not, and I have no nerves, because if that were so, it would have on you and me on a serious relationship, or what thou wilt not matter a whit.
Anger is, but rather it is only the most loneliness, sadness and sorrow too great longing for you.
I know, feel free to tell: But Gold pull yourself together! But do not worry, I can do to cheer up every day and every morning.
Every morning and every day I can send you a beautiful and a pretty good morning, good night, no matter how much I pay per month for the phone you want you know that you and me in a serious relationship that really matters and that you still think I just hate that I did so only by inertia and ignorance, because whether you look at it Baby all you want, so this man is really a very emotional emptied.
I do not know if you understand or do something even though you know you told me that I am trying to understand, which may or not know how much it means to me and how I appreciate it immensely, and how much I love you for it even though we have not not different from what koliv and completely understandable reason to see.
I'm not running away, just me running out of power
alternating anger and fatigue
else and I do not plan
than closer to your goal
and You're the one and only goal for me living water
Excuse me, but I believe this one, because although we have not seen all the time, so after all the whole thing happened, do not let that man just so no worries, ideas and thinking. So you do not know how my baby, but believe me that I was definitely not.
But let's just how it is, so I still none of my neck that my head taken off, no one disproved my assumptions you and no one .... not even know what.
Roses for a nice day
And so I say that if this is so you will transfer at least a bit happy that you could at least smile and feel somehow bad for me, although it's quite the contrary, but do not, with no head, because it's completely normal in love, when one gives the other takes it just once, the dish is empty and does not take from, and so must be taken from other dishes and turn the card, but do not worry, I do not do so, as I plunged into the ram and other arms which of the cold Capricorn feverishly sought not just that for me it's the opposite, because I depend on you too and if so, quite so strongly that I understand the true meaning of a stab in the back.
Please do not take the gold as a reproach or enforcement of any, no, because this is just a normal natural process of love and happiness in a relationship, but that it was happiness and love, so whether you like it or not, it simply has to create both .
Can I continue to do things as I do, but quite afraid that it then on my part will be just a mere pretense and actually what my feelings and emotions to you, I really insincere and thus eventually creating the false, love you You do not have , which simply do not want to you because I care very seriously and are not indifferent to me wherever you are.
Just keep thinking of you and I believe that we have two equal souls and that even if you fall in love You completely full, so you experience it like I do and you can without question be a parallel and maybe even the fear, because you know that when you begin to really love, it's terrible and brings up a lot of problems and then maybe the fact that it leads you somewhere on the edge of despair.
I do not know, I do not know it, but just so that I can think of when you wrote to me that you're afraid to love me then you accidentally stopped loving.
But I will not stop, maybe because I know what you really need to love and be it as it is, at least in the meantime I will use that time somehow so lucky to have what YOU want.
I do not know, I do not know, maybe I'm doing stupid things that I write and perhaps not even true and you do not then I have like, you can be angry at me, you hate me, you do what you can .... I love you for it or you can kill me, because love is just that, but I've already written you.
Just like you can not possibly be without love and without me, because you felt sad and alone, so I'm on it like you and me.
And I'm sorry that I'll be there again the babble of their stupidity and exaggerate, but I think that just maybe you're afraid of it, that I back away from you or those from me, because maybe you really are somewhere and you can not shut out.
I do not know yet just a guess, but maybe I'm wrong, but I believe that this is all I ever forgive or explain it, you believe that you are also quite conservative and relaxed man.
Perhaps you might think and what we told each other about my former mate, it could be a problem, or it could be the same, and that I do not know if some things have come to the surface, so that I did not want but believe me, this is not true, because I mainly depend on you to have joy and happiness in their eyes, but what about some other time since the last time I go to the Colours of Ostrava, yesterday I came across one way quite nice flower and I thought that even though we are not together, so that you at least this way it somehow I will give and give,
just for fun and then attacked me during the day, one more idea that you want to actually take place and also give it a joy, laughter and smile ... because laughter and joy that is happiness.
I'm sorry honey, but for now you only have to put up with the flower o)
TO BE CONTINUED ...
written - 13 July 2008 at 11:23 | Mathiesz - King of czech & Prince of Silesia | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...
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