Feelings nad emontion on the dirty minds 0 000 123. Something about death ... the fifth

0 000 123. Something about death ... the fifth
Maybe after all not so tough as you seem, I thought. Perhaps after all you're serious when you chose me for a serious relationship, after all each have our bright and dark side and be really

at night as you think about this new body,
at night like this thinking about a new life
and then at night in April I just eyes
Your world in the cold

and so I think that either you are really in essence a fairly dense swashbuckling, because apparently you like black humor, as stipulated in the horoscopic polemics but somewhere beneath that hard black and Your skin certainly are some emotions and feelings, because it has the same each person in himself whether he tries to hide as best I can, but he do not know if you this is quite an indifferent and, you can still read this Post anytime here without you read it, but basically it's all just really does not matter, because if you're the the ones who just make fun of people and of the guys, after all, in terms of credit so you say that you're pretty smart and pretty fancy, when you consider all the properties of your perceived me as it's not that hard to figure out that if you have someone pays interest so free after all, do not chicken counts vill be, smart girl, really.
But it's just totally natural, let people around me, they say what they want, so if he just reached into his conscience and searched a little foolish in my memory, so there would certainly they discovered some time, even when they had many times just because of his love reach into his pocket and no one blames them.
But you may not turn up to be so rough and waves it with you, because such things do not have to like because you do not do well because they really do well and how often, or is it still bother you, after all, how many guys there in the world, just snap fingers and have them on their hands two hundred, pretty good, but I do not want it around and you might as well, but what you may be after some guy who wants to take a life, you despise them calmly, holding her, turn back further and quite enjoy their joyful moments with your friends and so on, ride on in-line skating, fitness and many other sporting activities Thy that there have shown in your profile.
Well, if nothing, so even if you do not care or not, well then maybe you are just curious about it, after all, you really no big deal.
It's quite nice in the morning and at White Mountain I slowly dawning again in the same place again and I look down, and while I think of you, about how you feel or what he does, he do not know and not know it.
I have a day off so they do not have to worry about time because I have plenty of it and so I wander the countryside, and to think of you, quite a beautiful sight, both bottom and a beautiful view of the landscape, nature Sure I take and then slowly come back down to give the city something to eat and I'm also quite sad for you, because I think you're very sensitive woman, and that this is certainly much the way you live and you send another SMS ...

If you're afraid and you close your eyes do not read it along just to see wolves fear.
Someone is already close to turn around and falls on his dust.
Mad at the beginning, Your hair in memory, I tighten the story.
Your flames due to rain at the edge of sleep.
hair in memory
Wave after wave passes,
eyes are full of salt,
kites circling above my head and yours.
With ease secret until we get caught, let go,
then leaves us spell forever on.
I'm not angry at the beginning, Your hair in memory,
I tighten the story.
The flames on the edge of your guilt rains sleeping, Thy flames due to rain at the edge of sleep.
If you're afraid and do not read it, I close my eyes I do not want whatever you're afraid.
Someone is closed, no longer turn around and fall on his dust.
Nothing more, fly scenery.
Nothing more, but will fly scenery.
Who's eyes can not see the heart does go on and hurt,
Who hurts the heart, he has eyes wide open, and lives on!
Time throws your people behind you!

So I spend the day by wandering sort of the most famous landscapes and whole lot of you think Gold.
I look up into the clouds and get back to the mound in Štramberk blade of which is a nice view, quite slowly rising wind, which is here in this area quite normal.
Once again, the last stand on the edge of the local rocks and gaze into the countryside enjoying the adrenaline that I slowly slowly multiplies in the blood. and it's pretty rough feeling.
Approaching the evening and so I send you another one and the last text before I lie in my sleeping bag and go to sleep.

Pinewoods rustle as the beehive, the mountains of the world divided into six
Sky Radio: How are you? In front of me to hide.
Words are not a waterfall, but I have a drought like
Hell screams: How are you? We hide the front of him.
When I fear the dark and fear from sleep screaming,
be with me like my shadow, perhaps you caress my soul.
When you're afraid of the dark and fear from sleep screaming,
I'll be there as your shadow, your soul burn.
HEAVEN - HELL - PARADISE!
HEAVEN - HELL - PARADISE!
HEAVEN - HELL - PARADISE!

I kiss you my baby and I think about you!

Feelings nad emontion on the dirty minds 0 000 122. Something about the morning after the death and replacement soul ... secondly

0 000 122. Something about the morning after the death and replacement soul ... secondly
Good day to you my baby and small
... and so comes the evening, when in theory we should be developed according to the whole situation and the coming together, if you really come down to how you wrote me. I am also aware of the possibility that there will sit and wait for you in vain and quite unnecessarily so I was thinking all day about whether I should become the naive idiot and go there to that place or not, but something told me I guess it was my horoscope for the day that I keep all my plans exactly to a tee, so I'm going to totally decked out in the hope that we will finally show up and together as you say.
It is sometime around five in the afternoon and I'm going on a date with you I carry in his hand the magic red rose for you my baby, which is not quite so wonderfully fresh and crisp and is not seen no signs that it was sometimes bought two weeks ago.
I take them and the glass in which constantly stood at the window, I got it in her backpack.
I'm going to the bus stop, the rose in her hand and unpacked in any paper or package, simply to be seen.
I'm standing at the bus stop and smoke, waiting for about fifteen minutes on the bus and how many passers-by is a special women all of a sudden not only by itself suddenly looks somewhat dreamily on the rose first, and then he smiles with a smile look at me as well as if our great and already deceased actress Helena Ruzickova watched the movie Sun, hay and strawberries film Angelica, I'm still the black eye glasses, because I do not know how I looked around and so with all your strength to keep trying to look completely absent and the stone face.
Finally, the bus rides and I'm going to the train station Ostrava-Svinov. I'm still in the ATM, withdraw some money to you so you could ask for something if you wanted and then it slowly Cruisin nice pubs in the square under the bridges of Svinov with the inscription Zwetler.
I pray that there was an empty table and I am quite lucky, and it is precisely the one that I thought wanted to be.

Right there it rolls, lay a rose on the table, unwraps the glass and go to the bar to ask for water glasses.
I'm going back to the table and give a rose to the makeshift vase.
Order a  AVAR beer twelve from Hlucin, smoke cigarettes zn.MOON, listening to MP3 player, through black sunglasses watching what is going on around here and there already out of boredom and I look at what is just a drop in television and in the hope that 'd come and wait I think of you.
Dead, lazy and slow to tap here and there looking at me like a fool, but I do not mind. I'm waiting for you half an hour. Hour. I drink the second beer and I say to myself: Well, just you give a pretty good time :-)
Just the woman must wait for one moment to another half-hour to an hour and some longer, but I would like for you my baby to be calm and wait forever and I committed to do and time passes more slowly, still do not have that tomorrow go to work rejoice, for I feel you can leave it all behind vydusit, you have the full right to do so I can not for you to be angry, for it would do in your shoes every woman, but not me, to you if nothing, even while not playing the game of luck and sent you an SMS.

Lord God, I think it will but the bill! and I'm writing you:
If you like the wind will be thrash can fly away,
the dragon in the clouds I lose, I can fly away.
I am your happiness Adrianna, so you catch me, no idea how many people still on waiting for me. So do not worry, just let me catch you not fly away. Do not be afraid Come on, come closer to me and hold me tight let not fly away away. ! YOUR LUCK!
And time flies ... and you do not you go nowhere and do not you go and, meanwhile, comes from the pub and then enters a lot of people, another two hours, and almost everyone there was looking at me as a moron.
Nice Golden, nicely given me, I think, but you just go ahead nicely, just a nice to me you Eager revenge a sweet one.
In contrast to the table sit two quite pretty ladies, and after a while their eyes rest on what is the rose for you, I talk quite look at it as I see in their eyes that they would like the rose or even that someone like waiting for them.
Yeah that's how I talk a little bit, but really I was not laughing.
Long ago I changed the lager Avar common for soft Birell because I might have had at that time probably rolled over the table as a renegade and so only
I sit with a glass of beer and a lively,
I think of you and me is a little cold.

Sitting was leaning against the wall with your legs stretched out across the bench to tap resentment, even if you do not mind it, ignoring it, you probably are accustomed to worse things, no wonder, in a pub and suddenly I can think of that you would probably also to any such vile ordinary pubs around and about, or entered a bathtub lest you imagine that meeting as well own something if you actually planning on basically everything and directory alone and you write more this Post
So I sit with a glass of beer, waiting for you,
just weird weird bartender looks at me,
emptiness in my soul I have, and it makes me feel cold.
Surroundings oblivious, I think of you.

and after a short while I feel somewhere in their lungs for me to think about is you busting out laughing somewhere nice and slow I think, another hour goes by and I was slowly getting dark so I think that you need something crawled into it and you just I say stupid, but to me it's just a, a bill or not, the next SMS
... and so I sit here and already getting dark outside,
I'm waiting here, but what can I do
I still think, hour after hour
'm watching and what I have for you,
only for you.
Fears'm worried about the last thing I have.
what for you still hiding ...

Another hour and flies outside is already quite dark, even more fortunate that I married him plenty of charged batteries into my MP3 player, and meanwhile there was around me meet drunks rabble collected from nearby pubs as it is NON-STOP.
It seems that you probably do not you come and you have to send another this Postroses on the ground

Still ... I'm sitting here, slowly falling asleep,
I seize the wealth of perhaps the last thing for you.
Perhaps I do not take the rose one,
the red rose, a flower innocent
and so I pray that for once you arrive,
not for me, but for the rose you would perhaps like so much.
Just for the rose for you since you have not died.
I pray to God that at least once before midnight
show up as a muse to me and come to help me ...
and as soon as I send you this so this Post rolls up inside not to mention the horde of homeless people and also makes me quite condenses on the knees, as it sits next to me and the smell really can not stand it. I do not know where he put his head before, suddenly I feel like an ostrich, except that instead of sand, my head is in his brown jacket from Manchester, which still smells of perfume POLICE Uomo.

Shaking my head in puzzlement over the fact that every time I am so lucky to have the homeless and I'm really really desperate, so you still write the last swan SMS
Perhaps you're lying nicely and now I feel like the homeless homeless. Please You My Angel of Doom and my salvation will come for me and pull me out of a coward! and in the meantime I have a pretty nice write nerves and you have everything or nothing, we're talking about life and maybe not one, but more, take it or leave it, and then that number will be deleted.
Anyway, I think about it seriously confess to you, I think, so I want to pay by slowly go home on foot as all the buses have driven me completely and I cry in vain for the seriously strange and perhaps a thick virgin sleeping draft, which perhaps seriously is both deaf and blind, too, for the waving her ticket and she had nothing.
I think now I am nothing worse can happen to you and barely dořeknu this sits next to me is quite big and strong and still drunk steak I drove with his eyes as if he had me taste.God, I hope not!, I cry in the spirit and wonder how I should go, despite him not only get so across the table at that moment when his right hand, or rather not quite big shovel lands on my left thigh and presses me.
He starts to hum me if I haverman, then asks me if I estébák and then asks me if I'm queer, and every time when he somehow gruffly answer or I will know whether it is elsewhere, so he turns around your hand on my leg removed, he says, that does not want to hurt me, and soon the whole situation is repeated about six times more perhaps to finally tap the dead cow registers that I want to pay, and that bothers me and the guy just as easily tell me: That you should say now, that you want to pay and that bothers you, I would like him away. and I had to say: Well, after all, it's up to you I cry for about three-quarters of an hour and you nothing.
Finally, pay and leave.
After a while I give the glass back into the bag and just turn around and see how it drives me steak and so speeds up and flee, and if I wanted to capture both still need to suffocate. I come home sometime around two quite prochladlý morning.
On the way there and I suddenly realize that their fire on the ground and what the hell is in me and that's how it is impossible because all too bad. I meet a bit in front of a group of propelling the two men and two women and that one eye staring back going to the rose.
Gee, I wonder what this flower can do with female, how many women would take her all ten and you'll never, but not angry at you because I understand that you're just a good reason not to come.
So far my baby, I kiss you!

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Feelings nad emontion on the dirty minds 0 000 121. Something about the gate to hell ... secondly

0 000 121. Something about the gate to hell ... secondly

Here you my baby I can finally put to read the article about which we talked with one of those forces, and that just really a hell and there is actually something again learn something more about Maddy, which is by now somewhere by the sea in Croatia on vacation with my darling Johnny, because you just do not have time and you're constantly busy, and still somehow somewhere in the wind.

and prefer to give here even a reference to it to make it even bigger and you can read it if you wanted to get out of this because it probably read a picture.

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See you have a nice day my baby you and also for the little girl, I'm going to take a shower while I showered yesterday godsend and I'm now one last dye.

I think of you and the little lady and I kiss that gold @} -} -

so far .. Hello Darling

 
written - 13 July 2008 at 11:46 | Mathiesz - King of Vzech & Prince of Silesia | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...

Feelings nad emontion on the dirty minds 0 000 120. Something about the gate to hell ... firstly

0 000 120. Something about the gate to hell ... firstly
GOLD Good morning to you,
This is how I spend my time with no one between you before we can be together. When this idea because you silent because I do not take the phone, because maybe it really is everything, maybe just because you're afraid that I might foolishly asked for something and maybe you do not want just because you do not want because they might fear, that if you tell me more, so I stopped loving you. I do not know that I do not know.
But if this really is and if from the very beginning everything is true what you wrote to me and what I say so then it would not be any serious and lasting relationship with the prospect for the future if I turned back from you.

Maybe it really is so, because if you read these lines and there would have been some truth, I believe that long ago you wrote to me at least some of this Post, with What you actually think about you for stupidity and it is not true or we Meanwhile, do not really see it because you wanted to palm on me in the eye and tell me you were so severe phlegmatic, because this has long treated the things that could move as many times even the largest bile cool one.
Maybe they're not the type, as well as I, who does not like the word conflict, you may have them in my life countless time with her and would prefer rather the things you perceive the most silent way that I am sure you worry about something, or with a typical avoiding feminine refinement, not taking my phone when you call and what do you expect, even if you do anything, if I write something and you react to some few reports, such that I have no nerves or that I was tired and I want to just pack up and give up.
I do not know, I really do not know, but I'd be lying if I said no anger in me is not, and I have no nerves, because if that were so, it would have on you and me on a serious relationship, or what thou wilt not matter a whit.
Anger is, but rather it is only the most loneliness, sadness and sorrow too great longing for you.
I know, feel free to tell: But Gold pull yourself together! But do not worry, I can do to cheer up every day and every morning.
Every morning and every day I can send you a beautiful and a pretty good morning, good night, no matter how much I pay per month for the phone you want you know that you and me in a serious relationship that really matters and that you still think I just hate that I did so only by inertia and ignorance, because whether you look at it Baby all you want, so this man is really a very emotional emptied.
I do not know if you understand or do something even though you know you told me that I am trying to understand, which may or not know how much it means to me and how I appreciate it immensely, and how much I love you for it even though we have not not different from what koliv and completely understandable reason to see.

I'm not running away, just me running out of power
alternating anger and fatigue
else and I do not plan
than closer to your goal
and You're the one and only goal for me living water
Excuse me, but I believe this one, because although we have not seen all the time, so after all the whole thing happened, do not let that man just so no worries, ideas and thinking. So you do not know how my baby, but believe me that I was definitely not.
But let's just how it is, so I still none of my neck that my head taken off, no one disproved my assumptions you and no one .... not even know what.
Roses for a nice day
And so I say that if this is so you will transfer at least a bit happy that you could at least smile and feel somehow bad for me, although it's quite the contrary, but do not, with no head, because it's completely normal in love, when one gives the other takes it just once, the dish is empty and does not take from, and so must be taken from other dishes and turn the card, but do not worry, I do not do so, as I plunged into the ram and other arms which of the cold Capricorn feverishly sought not just that for me it's the opposite, because I depend on you too and if so, quite so strongly that I understand the true meaning of a stab in the back.
Please do not take the gold as a reproach or enforcement of any, no, because this is just a normal natural process of love and happiness in a relationship, but that it was happiness and love, so whether you like it or not, it simply has to create both .
Can I continue to do things as I do, but quite afraid that it then on my part will be just a mere pretense and actually what my feelings and emotions to you, I really insincere and thus eventually creating the false, love you You do not have , which simply do not want to you because I care very seriously and are not indifferent to me wherever you are.
Just keep thinking of you and I believe that we have two equal souls and that even if you fall in love You completely full, so you experience it like I do and you can without question be a parallel and maybe even the fear, because you know that when you begin to really love, it's terrible and brings up a lot of problems and then maybe the fact that it leads you somewhere on the edge of despair.
I do not know, I do not know it, but just so that I can think of when you wrote to me that you're afraid to love me then you accidentally stopped loving.
But I will not stop, maybe because I know what you really need to love and be it as it is, at least in the meantime I will use that time somehow so lucky to have what YOU want.
I do not know, I do not know, maybe I'm doing stupid things that I write and perhaps not even true and you do not then I have like, you can be angry at me, you hate me, you do what you can .... I love you for it or you can kill me, because love is just that, but I've already written you.
Just like you can not possibly be without love and without me, because you felt sad and alone, so I'm on it like you and me.
And I'm sorry that I'll be there again the babble of their stupidity and exaggerate, but I think that just maybe you're afraid of it, that I back away from you or those from me, because maybe you really are somewhere and you can not shut out.
I do not know yet just a guess, but maybe I'm wrong, but I believe that this is all I ever forgive or explain it, you believe that you are also quite conservative and relaxed man.
Perhaps you might think and what we told each other about my former mate, it could be a problem, or it could be the same, and that I do not know if some things have come to the surface, so that I did not want but believe me, this is not true, because I mainly depend on you to have joy and happiness in their eyes, but what about some other time since the last time I go to the Colours of Ostrava, yesterday I came across one way quite nice flower and I thought that even though we are not together, so that you at least this way it somehow I will give and give,
just for fun and then attacked me during the day, one more idea that you want to actually take place and also give it a joy, laughter and smile ... because laughter and joy that is happiness.
I'm sorry honey, but for now you only have to put up with the flower o)

TO BE CONTINUED ...

written - 13 July 2008 at 11:23 | Mathiesz - King of czech & Prince of Silesia | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...

Feelings nad emontion on the dirty minds 0 000 119. Something about the mountains ... the fourth

0 000 119. Something about the mountains ... the fourth
Good rank my baby @} -} -

Fairy of Darkness
They are shadows over me,
are black and white.
I desire only to look
good fairy's eyes.
As far as I
and yet so close
What I long to be with her
though her I miss.
So I paint, I paint
air into her face
I paint and place
moonlight.
So I paint into the air,
You draw your smile.
Only the eyes
You draw your face
blankets the landscape from
head under the pillow.
I fall into the shadows
I do not see it at all,
I think for a while
if not ashamed.
I wish only to
look into the eyes,
nothing to say.
so just be with you
and almost breath
and what sparks jump
together count

And so I tell my baby that if it were true that you really have been done somewhere in the house of mourning with little Adela, which basically can be quite easily and for much I did not think so, because whose increasingly not taking my phone and so I am more and more in the leavings of my thinking and consciousness.
Maybe it really is so, and you want me or even to protect themselves from some things, but if it is true love between us and it is a serious and honest relationship, and you tell me that you're happy with that and I such that you cared for me, so I think that until that time when we can be together as you wish and imagine You My Darling, because it is quite understandable that in such a situation completely hiding because it is certainly difficult for you.
Maybe, if so, it just simply do not want to because you do not want to see you so and you're waiting for that time when you close the door behind her past. I do not know, I do not know ...
Maybe this is otherwise and You're in bad shape, maybe you're the one that tries to save and save me, I do not know, but I wonder who could depend not someone who is actually in nature somewhere at the bottom .. and .. I think, just to those who may be on the far worse.
Maybe I'll wait two years and maybe more, maybe those 36 years, in your profile is just a chance again, I do not know and, perhaps deliberately gave you in your profile FABRIC what the favorite, because you know that only there in the club shall be held líbímseti party that I do not go, because it somehow does not take me or is this just another, Your a track. Maybe it can be nadoživotí what I know, but believe that even if, as with the fact you can do something to change it because he wants to, so everything is possible and believe that true love really and you move mountains, but some things can not handle being alone, it must then be two or three and possibly more, but it is not.
I do not know, I do not know, but it is quite one, so maybe it is and maybe it is different and must be closed and niikde're always just so, what would the right Capricorn watch what I do and just so you talk, maybe in the FABRIC once we meet and see the very different opportunities and it will be next year, because this option not only exists but also is also outlined.
I do not know and not know it, but if this is so, so then pick up all his strength and
Run until you have enough power
blood is as hot magma
Run while you face fairies
Heaven calls you how,
can not hide from me.

If it really is so, so if you really just spend that time somewhere in the house of mourning with a small and not making fun of me that you're on it and care for me, I'd quite like to have between you and a small saw, if only by a few glass and a half inch and maybe they just looked at you and just asked: How are you and you would feel you could invent anything, I would nicely Those that believed and said I did not say anything because I would not mind it at all and angry I quite calmly, and I Nachal pull the nose up would affect the end of the universe somewhere.
Because I know that even these possibilities exist and that even under the circumstances this can somehow be together, because when he wants, so everything is calm and we could have fun in the meantime quite normal and usually just as we could then have fun when we together and in the meantime you need to create a common happiness.
Maybe and maybe not, maybe I know where you are and I was there and sat and waited, you would not have come as well, because you felt a little embarrassed, or maybe you could start to worry that I began to ask for something, and I do not know I do not know, but you přtom not necessarily because
maybe you're just like a shadow, but I
They want to look into the eyes
and not say anything
still only YOU can ask
and should show little

be just because sometimes when we're together, so to know that the one with whom you wanted to be and not someone you care for her no stranger, and she could also feel contented and happy, and those with her, just that we can quite easily somehow between the time used for mutual happiness, but of course maybe it is and maybe it all, but it's not always know and you know only.
Maybe I'm sad, maybe I'm more than myself, but I'm unhappy because I never though I was on the verge of its forces had in the eyes of emptiness and despair.
And maybe the other beautiful poem, a desire that YOU really need to see you even though you certainly do not like you, and perhaps it comes as a blackmail, but it's not because of my part for you is all sincere.

angel
No,
it's morning.
No,
is not that day.
Get up
Breakfast once and only coffee
without you,
like without him.
The dream that you are somewhere in prison
ranges on my head.
Pull yourself together again as I say
and instead of laughing
audio only silver spoons.
No,
it's morning.
No,
is not that day.
Sitting
I give you a cup of coffee
without you,
like without him.
No,
it's morning.
No,
is not that day.
Sitting
into space and just watching.
Without you,
themselves as free,
so alone.

Just to end it all depends on you, after all, even those with any time you turn your back.
and I'm sorry, maybe it's somehow related to a most beautiful and romantic love like you imagined, but such is no longer simply a normal life that can live happily and just be happy or in misery and sadness.
Maybe we are all alone, because currently it is not just something, or because, just something that someone wants something and are afraid or do not know ... I have no idea.
And if not, and should be, as always, by your ... just so I have no choice than a lifetime to wait and endure your feelings in my own body because
I carry the soul of one girl
so far my baby ... I kiss you, I think of you and the small and do not be mad at me for everything and hopefully I can do it once and forgive.

See you @} -} ---
written - 11 July 2008 at 14:14 | Mathiesz -King of Czech & Prince of Silesia | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...