I come to the stop and watch that my bus rides for about fifteen minutes.
I am thinking about it, if you do not have that time shortened a bit by the fact that I'll have a cigarette.
Although I no longer want to smoke too much, but still it is rather a long time and so I take his head in a dilemma that I meanwhile in the head because you created.
I wonder how you said that if we are not together, so that you do not care if I sleep with someone or not.
Still in my head it sounds words together. But that one word can have totally different meaning and form of expression as well as romance. Simply it can be any of us completely different look and so I say: How does it actually mean? On the one hand it is a romance in which infidelity is not just because, and I take it since the first time based on your words as a serious relationship and also to drop by and do not want to be unfaithful now and you're taking to be somewhat different and even if you take it as well as what I am saying seriously, so I meet here the word together and stop the meantime, there comes such a completely pure and innocent girl, and while watching her eyes and suddenly I start getting my darling and devil head through me: It's quite nice to have a serious relationship and not to be together. For right now we could be together and we're not and you say that it is one when we're together.
Finally, after all packaged in a cigarette and lights it, but I notice in the way the lady reaches into her purse for something and it occurs to me if it happened to be a cigarette.
I go over her stairs and leaning against the curb and look in the meantime lit and smoke pretty quick succession, so it's probably nervous about something and so I look at it from above his eyes and say: Honey if you knew how indeed You control your own words the story further. After all, you gave it opened the door to other possibilities.
I look at that lady and I feel in myself that just simply do a few steps and go sit down beside her and cast like a speech, and maybe, maybe we slept together today.
After all, actually I can, after all, no big deal, because the two of us together Honey we are not.
I watch this innocent creature and fine and I feel in and out of the incorruptibility and innocence and wonder about whether yes or no.
Suddenly there but I feel more like Anthony Hopkins in the role of Dr. Hannibal Lecter from the movie Silence of the Lambs, and suddenly I feel quite sorry for the girl, because I LOVE to you for quite angry and I know that if it had to have something, it would lamb was rather poor, because the anger and the anger at you and would be reflected in the feel of a possible sex with her and she would probably not handle it then maybe, because I believe she would have imagined quite differently, and maybe then i would like to be with me which I really do not want to because I have a long relationship with you my baby, so I know from my side it would be just about sex and I would be in addition to her as emotionally cold and maybe even rude, but not so much, yet I can only control.
I just suddenly knew it not, that this just can not even if I wanted it and also that such a cold and a typical sex without any feelings I have quite a lot and it just do not want something for him and had no desire after all just a coincidence, so only with you because I know that those feelings would have been, or there might be, but I was ... luckily in the right moment arrives bus and so both climb and everyone sitting down somewhere else and go home.
Get off at the stop, but somehow I do not want to go home after all and so I decide to go just to give you one more beer to the Go-Go bar.
There I meet a classmate from elementary school whom I had seen perhaps a hundred years or so talking with him and finally stays at one beer, but then I go home because you want to write it.
But somehow I find that I can not connect to ICQ, because there was some downtime between Jabber and ICQ, which takes in fact even now, so I do not know when I'll actually the quote online, and I try to write something, but somehow I can not catch the wave and I realize that I probably struggled with it and so prefer to go to sleep because I need vstanout morning to work.
I'm sorry that you actually even worth it if you need something that is waiting to sign up, but seriously, I could not at this time.
In the morning I wake up and I still think about it when we are actually together and if I sleep with someone.
I know I could not lie down and sleep and make love with any woman, because I was inside and did not satisfy me, nor should it enjoy it, just with some pico will not go to sleep because I have this pretty picky and demanding, and how to think and come to me that about the only woman with whom I could love you more space and perhaps in addition to Majka, because I know that if the thing has really come and I felt kind of alone, so that only pure friendship friendship and assistance to to maybe even at my request might be, it seems that white fairy that sometimes I go by train when I was at work.
Which suddenly come quite real, because after that moment when I told her that it will automatically become a part of this process and if it reads, so it might be possible over time, because we are not together gold mine and may not be so I went to her self, but still it may be she herself who she wants and I will not defend just because they're actually two of us together.
Because we're together just because they can not be because you have something important to work and worry, or because they're just so curious about what was in the meantime, when I wrote that there's nothing to go through all this again but I also know that if you're curious about it, and meanwhile other things are happening, you'll also curious that,
what happens, because you're curious about me and what I will do likewise.
Because this was in those eyes and that her eyes, which gave me was also there and it was also seen.
Quite the horror of going to work with that feeling and knowing that once this is actually quite possible, and all the more real and that this can happen just any time.
Fortunately there was not this morning and did not fit her and instead, there sat her colleagues which quite reassured me, but I do not know what will happen and what will happen, because there may well sit when I go to work this week on Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday and I know that there will just sit there and maybe they will sit alone.
I really do not know and I do not know myself and I'm curious to My Honey's ugly as far as I am yours and yours words maybe curiosity can get and then what I can bring and prepare for when we're really just on a coffee as you say, and we according to live.
Now I'm thinking about it the next story, which is entirely possible and actually quite real, but then I do not know what will happen if things start to happen next and you'll have to read and how you tolerate this, This is what really do not know.
Just know that man has never and never say that if someone wants something and can achieve everything and not have to be just and yet I know that it's just quite possible and in fact quite real, that we should end up together for coffee and do not remain one, because that day I told her, so he turned and bit cards.
So my baby and a little scared because I do not know myself, then what can they continue, and if you read it then, I'll ask myself how this and how long you actually hold, when in fact we only
sinful body what to my butterfly wings
So ... maybe I do then forgive my baby.
Anyway my baby go to sleep, because tomorrow I have to turn up early that morning for some stupid one-Studénka composition, and then still have to go to the firm and finally we have a test ... so this whole week at work until Sunday and I wish have to be Monday, got it back a week vacation.
So I wish you Sweetheart Goodnight and sweet dreams, I am sending you a sweet kiss to you and I both ... Bye Bye ... I'll have cigarette and blows to bed, so sleep nicely ... Kisses and I think much of you cuddling.
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Bye ... so far
written - 1 July 2008 at 23:48 | Mathiesz - King of Czech & prince of Silesia ( saga) | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...
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