I have before me the next day. On the one hand, it's pretty ordinary day and the other to change quite extraordinary. Common is that I'm going back to work and extraordinary is that whether it be as it may, I know I'm not alone. As usual, get in the usual classical train and go to Štramberk for their work. This time it Darling not fit the white woman, but do not worry, even if there was, and sat back and looked, and even if something happened from what I wrote here before, so I would not care anyway.Maybe I just it just so fun, but now it would probably be on my side everything completely, just because now I'm only Yours!
We traveled to the workplace and on my desk as always Zdenka disorder, comment on it now, I'm not bad, but it really bothers me and it is really my neck. Sometimes I really feel that I have a long neck like a giraffe. After all, everyone wants to have peace of mind to work and feel happy and so removing things from his desk and put them somewhere on the side and deliberately give her something right under the nose even though entirely devoted to his work intently, but perhaps it's been really trkne I say to myself, because I sometimes come so that even if some women are intelligent, or at least pretend that they are intelligent, and sometimes they come to me as dopey as ever, but that nothing can be done, nor can the This angry, because men tend to have their days and I would say that far more often and sometimes are even more stupid than our girls. Right guys? Come on, guys, damn it!, Do not be so again egiostičtí and complacent and let's face it, it's just that sometimes. :O)
Nobody taught me to say I love youand I do not know how well until today.The wind carried the words, I fear for them,that when let loose it's never catch.And make it easier, word wrap tones,sentiment will flow.And perhaps you can do about it for fear of his pants,when you unpack it all,I could not yet say.Maybe I liedand pretended that I was cool.it is stronger than Iand perhaps a little jealous and suffer as oxAdri got you ...But I do not lie and neither want to be evilso you may occasionally fly awayand maybe I already know I'm slow sometimesand perhaps a bit of his own.Well it's me cross.But I do not want to lie,I want to be just yours.It was then I would.Maybe I was jealous, and then suffered as an ox,so I tell you, I love you.I just want to lie, no, no, no!No, no and no and no. ...doctored by NARVAN band & I
For a moment I realize what awaits me today and I know that much of that work will not be this morning, so I'm working quite pleased that I can devote to what at the chili just really want you and that my future, or perhaps in our good luck though honestly, I still can not recover from this Friday and so I cook coffee, Turkish time. Usually I drink some nescaffé it, but I also like the Turkish, not because of the smell and although I usually do not do sugar and if so, more honey, so there simply give one teaspoon of sugar, because I find it more palatable, but not overdoing it. In addition, it is said that it is good to the life here and there a little something to sweeten, when so many around the usual bitterness. Somehow I was tired of sitting there with my colleagues, preferring to pick up and leave it out with a cup of coffee sit back for a building, because right at the station was not smoking and collect energy and gain new ideas.
I'm sitting on the sidewalk in the orange overalls, looking at the hills and into the sunshine, sipping coffee and smoking a cigarette. At the same time I think of you and I take you in my head all these and your pros and cons. I still just see it in front of you These your word HAPPINESS.I listen to Anna K. and her album Night on Earth, over and over even though you probably someone I feel like a complete fool, but I know just why.I know this is what makes me so mad I feel like only those who read it now, even that of the headphones can not hear out because I would not even understand those who are around me.Another word that occurs to me in my head is the word SAD.Somehow I just keep wondering this equation, and suddenly I recall again the women's novel, written by Michal Viewegh and I think you probably wonder if you know what's sad. I do not know, maybe you know and maybe not really. Maybe you take it just as seriously right from the beginning and not at all actually do not think about it, just you take it as a fait accompli and he continues to dedicate to their responsibilities and do what she can be with me according vydedukovaných assumptions of what it all and how far between tim Your Meanwhile happened.If you ever know what it is sad and if it's true when you wrote that you miss or simply it's just so. Maybe you mean seriously, I think, for myself hate lie and falsehood, but somehow it does not fit me to happiness, to be or should be one among us who YOU want and maybe you can somehow imagine, but I I do not know how.Well, it was actually many times and somehow in this world goes, that a woman just wants something and waiting for what the guy shows just what we have to lie, sometimes women are also quite nice creatures, but you'd probably Gold about the wronged, because something in me tells me that it's different, that this is not because a good fairy, can not be the monster, so you just believe, I try, but just some gnawing at me in the idea that even though I did not want lose even a single day, as well as some that just one day will have come.Not that I wanted, but maybe because it's just meant to be, but I do not know, because again I'm not so good, you know.
But in the meantime In the meantime, Your, My Darling gold, other events are going on what is happening around me that I need to remember and take into account, since
Day after day they go two livesand so on hot concreteburned minutesburned just minutes.
Actually it is only just the fact that it is the love thing very beautiful and I give it, though not that I know, but every day that somehow I feel more and more, but life is life and somehow I do not know how to change everything at once, I felt quite calm, not only I, but above all the people around me and especially my mother,This to me is my kitten doing the biggest worry, you know. So far, I still pretty cool and maybe find a certain solution that can cope with the situation of still get in my choices, but just know that probably just delaying something that I think about that coming, whether we like it or not.As well, let them say what they say, what do you think and feel what you feel, so as you discover somewhere completely different end of the world, perhaps, it now also do not know.Not that I do not believe, just to basically have no reason at all, just a lot of things just do not know so I can not rely on them. Just let it as it is, as I myself. And maybe that
Maybe I am more than himselfYou're a woman with soul fairies.Perhaps you believe I havejust take it from power.
Somehow he escaped that day classic, perhaps, that I did with those SMS messages tangled head. And maybe I'm in You caused some nerves, maybe I angered you in a moment, and maybe I'm pleased you something. I do not know because they do not say anything and neither are not writing, and maybe just simply do not have time because you have a lot of work and worry, maybe I'm wrong on something and maybe not ...... Baby just do not know.Just know that when I think in some way, so that in me has a strange burning sensation, that's all I know, but I can not recognize.
Somehow us that day ends and I go home from work, hoping to really come down so as sděluješ me, not even that is not a chance, rather it's just about whether I really believe. If you can believe it.
So nothing Honey, today I came home a little later about an hour today because I needed to keep working hours due to an interesting discussion of what is going on so I stayed a little conversation, if you do not mind.Actually, I came home today as well as I should go from working normally. So please do not be mad, thank you.
Maybe today you might think the fact that I could be online on icq, but I feel that today there was just one day before mentioned, about which my brother was sitting at the computer, but do not know, because people, how many times rather not say anything else, nor can not know and then it may happen that there is a misunderstanding obvvykle,but you surely know, so you do not have to explain it, because I know that You're the one that it thinks that, you know. But how many times they even tell what they would like and so one does not know how in that I have to confess, and then can also cause confusion and perhaps even to disappointment.Anyway, if I have time and be released to me, so you just write from work and if I leave, so I'm home, these are just things that he has no way I can not control.
So I wish you good Gold and quiet night and do not worry, I still think of you.
Even my way home from work when I took a bus felt to me somehow and I think even if you watched the way I see somewhere, if only to pass autím though do not know how it got autí and moreover, how many times it nor for those black glasses just is not anyone see that speed and not quite know, but imagine that I saw a woman similar to you and maybe black hair, eyes glasses, and I know that sometimes you wear, glimpsed in a white car around that bus, but rather I just thought it was crazy about.
So long Bye Bye Adri and I'm going to pack up and also the paperclip. Kisses and think of you.
written -19. June 2008 at 23:09 | Martin Vontor alias Matti Vuori or Mathiesz (Mattiessa) | LOVE or feelings and emotions on a dirty mind ...
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