Hi Adri,
I turn here to continue. I know I said that I'll have lunch and cigarette, but I still thought that they call and ask how are you and what might be next, when we shall see, because I was beginning to leave and also that I was sad for you and also mainly because I just want to hear your voice, because no matter how it's just so much I miss you even though it is not entirely one and not realize it, because it simply just do not understand.
I called, but mainly because I wanted and I always will want, because when you go on a one meter long relationship, so it's just completely and totally normal, my silly, do not you understand?
Let your dreams be fulfilled in bloom
reality with joy and laughter
accompanied not only present day,
but also every other day in your life :-)
reality with joy and laughter
accompanied not only present day,
but also every other day in your life :-)
I picked up the phoneand ask: Adri, are you there?And far away from my ear was saidthat as long as he sings, still not dead.
And so here I go on to sing another song of swans with the hope that you can not really wake up from dreams. Because the two of us like the two swans together just what will forever and never goodbye, and if one of them dies and the other dying sorrow and I'm sorry Honey, but I already think you're just as dead serious. Well thankfully those songs around is a great sea, where you just touch and just choose one and again you by Your fairy voice say something, you know my beautiful young and stupid head, right? O) Because they are hiding so much love that perhaps even the icy cold and one hot proncezny asleep so that they suddenly cracks the ice and changes in the fragments to be what brings good luck ... which are then put together themselves, or sometimes just because you lay them is still a bit earlier than you could assemble themselves because I just can not, simply because I am such and such you. Because it would not suit even the princess did something, since they are knights in the world .... or that it would be just as in fairy tales?
I know, but that it pleased you, because suddenly it all melted in me again, but do not be mad at me Honey, can you still call me over and over again whether to take heart, but believe me, sometimes it can really be so far away that it's really just not on whether you like or want.
And so we livesomehow everyone we playand between agesand between the ages ...I love this, says Darling.
And so I simply and easily from as you already several times before falling asleep, I'm sorry, but this is no longer so sometimes it's just normal and common condition, even if one does not want and just because some people simply as some, I unknown reason does not want. And maybe in the meantime, what I do sleep, but not easily, so be waiting for that call to be half an hour as I told you once, when we talked once. Maybe it's just some of the your curiosity or distrust simply trying if it's really as if I am such as I say again, or if the foam and not be angry with you and send you back an SMS, which again will be something to testify about that it might somehow be the last time and you again have to answer me, or do something so that was really obvious that you simply depends on it, because you're suddenly worried about it, if not lose anything of what you need ... .
But it was not written, it is not angry ... it's nothing ... nothing at all and suddenly it's just silence ... silence ... Baby it's just when it is silent as my live fish.
But it's not writing, not because it is angry, not because it offended, not because they did not enjoy it and not because they would not want it around as you might think, that I would not want you call, because I sit and wait to call you, no Baby, do not be mad at me, but it really is not, and do not go and just do not want it. I call you just because I do not want you to feel sad, I'm calling you because I do not want that to happen, as I said that sometimes what you sow happiness around have bad luck, not even calling you, not because that I miss you and I'm sad, you just cry because I want to be together despite the fact that you will not do and for some reason your refuse to call you ... just for love of you and also because I love you simply just be what you really are, and nothing on you I would not want to change. I am calling you because they just want to be with you and I agree with you, calling you because you said: So then you agree with then. I am calling you because then maybe it is your right now.
But after all ... just one more text that I have for you, but that I probably never fit Adri ass and it just so I'll stick you here.
But .. now I'm going to give me a cigarette ... so sorry ... but I kiss you and thanks for everyone with you some day Baby, because I know that right now I am not alone.
written - 21 June 2008 at 16:33 | Martin Vontor nicked by Mathiesz or Matti Vuori fab wall | LIFE BOOK OF DREAMS







