Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds 0 000 059. Something about the circle of life and ... I think the second time

0 000 059. Something about the circle of life and ... I think the second time
Good morning They wish Adri, Honey, I kiss you and I wish you very nice and successful day. I think about you LOVE MY RIGHT, THE BIGGEST AND LAST. I think too much on YOU MY LOVE UNIQUE! (Author's note of January 31, 2012: at that time)
Each of us listens to some music here and I must say that the music around us there is plenty, and even I had the time I heard any new music primarily because I wanted the music to improve, learn, be good, and so on.Yet around constantly listening to music and songs with Czech Czech text. Even still listen to one and the same thing, even though they are old for 20 years, but listen to everything because of it I would probably have to go crazy. Of course, like to visit the concert as well as some famous and some well-known musical groups. I attended concerts of groups that I wanted to see me and somehow addressed.Ever since childhood I had the honor and good fortune thanks to his father to move in a completely different area than most ordinary appearances and ordinary visitors and spectators, and many times I've been behind the scenes of the happenings around it and actually thanks to my father, I have a small child spent quite a special experience that I might have said in my life only a few people.I remember one very interesting event when my father took me, at the time of his best musical activities at a festival in Ostrava in the former BLACK MEADOW more beautiful and fully functional amphitheater. It was ever a time when nobody knew that there will be some Velvet Revolution, but sometime around the birth of the initiation of CHARTER 77, as is now something to be ODPOR.org or other similar organizations are promoting it more extremism, although it sometimes seems otherwise, but radical with a certain feeling, yes, but this topic will be more things of others.

Ostrava - city in night

I do not know exactly what there was, I recall only a few certain memories, when there appeared Nada Urbanková,  Zdeněk Mann and many other artists, singers and musicians and a friend of my father, who at the time of their shining star. I remember how when I was sitting there all alone, a little scared and lonely boy, while honoring fathers led a broad controversy and debate from the life of the musicians at one of the local stalls and Nada Urbánková finished singing her song just a song and its need to revive the show as it times usually come at such events is, someone from the audience to call him on stage. The odd thing was that showed straight at me directly and I would probably at that moment no one had found no blood, as they say. I do not know why it just showed to me, even though the singer they always choose the object is a pretty random.Of course, I was ashamed and I did not and I was scared, but I just at the instigation of those people got up and walked around there for her. I do not know exactly what I have already carried out or performed there, I guess I had a microphone to sing a song or sing it or say a poem, I am that I went to kindergarten once a week on Tuesday and just last year before school, but the grandmother in the mountains I learned something, and somehow I was sure there had to succeed, as I remember and I only know that I have for it from Mrs. Nada Urbankova earned such a big round lollipop. How many times during my life, then remembered this scene, and he wondered about why I do not, and why not me?Today, however, quite calmly, and I know I would not even put his own neck, that had a hand in that my beloved father, who is somewhere in between getting drunk at the kiosk with Richard Kroczek older, well-known violinist and a teammate just a blues singer-songwriter Ostrava Pepa Streichl, with which, among other things here and there today and I talk now, how time flies and develops through facebook.com and who was like the most famous and unknown musicians of this generation who basically knew each other, because it is so among the people said, that musicians are actually one big family, which is essentially true, who meanwhile had long left this world and it is possible that right now somewhere in the musical heavens to continue to play a concert with some one or just for pleasure as himself, and sometimes our normal and ordinary people. Then I was so completely terrified then ran for his father to tell him what that special happened to me and he do not even surprised and just said to let him jump with a small Richard Kroczek younger, who is now one of the great drummers playing with us and BUTY in the band of Ostrava-city, so I remember how I was there, along with Richard stood at the window and waited for the beer in the old wax jars for our alcohol holdující and entertainers are dads, and the classic yellow lemonade in the classic white plastic jars, which when squeezed a little more so, and suddenly burst was a man all sticky and sweet lemonade from that that it might all be stuck, besides women and became a victim of wasp and bee raids and just came home and got hit quite a beating from his mother's gold, that was just glad to have washed, boil a cup of coffee, lit a cigarette and began to enjoy the feeling of relief and the child returned to her just at that point home as a pig. When we stood there with the command: "Just be careful whether it not pour on the ground!" 

Another of my stroke, I have lived with my dad round, where you can actually have seen only photos on my mobile posts and pages of my facebook.com profile was also the fact that the father at one time played with dance bands and various entertainments and balls and then tried somewhere in the basement of the Cultural house in Ostrava-Zábřeh, the current House of Culture chord, I can actually say that even though today there you go only where he is not allowed, so whenever there for some to go up so I know that there simply too well known as a small child I went there just about every room.Then she sang with her father and a black-haired young girl, whose name was Tanya, something like a small child I did not pay attention to it and because my father often took him to the test, as happened many times that, as about every child, and I was in those moments quite restlessly bored and I was always something doing back. Sometimes it happened that one of those musicians were like Machalíček Ferry, Tanja, Paul Skopal, my dad and still others that I can not remember anything needed to make and so I took advantage of his intentions and became a couple times that I have many times when TANYA came to trial in a mini skirt so that I had a few under that skirt and walked or flew, because it was closest to, and indeed the only possible path through the whole pile of tools, pumps and devices necessary to have the thing that concerned musician make. Time, however, took her, in the meantime life went on and passed between father and many other various other bands and I basically with him and I to this whole thing completely within my next life, as were school obligations and other things that youth as concerned about each of the people on this planet.Once my dad watched it for a music program on TV, which had to be because he was home, so really nothing else existed only just music, and he said to me: My little Martin look, you know who it is? And of course I knew, and he: Well that's Tana Kauerová, you know that what we had to sing in Cultural house in Ostrava- Zábřeh. So I watched, and suddenly I saw that it was indeed so and that she TANJA, a singer who actually started out singing with my father who is and has been known for Ostrava what would turn round, or in his music that internal world through his stomach not say, after all, who ever in life ever earned that nickname or a nickname to him then also moved a substantial part in life. So today I can honestly all its former devotees say that I had the honor of her somehow look TANJA skirt o)Perhaps TANJA forgive me and laugh about it, if sometimes in life you read these lines, but believe that even though perhaps a lot of people may have already forgotten about you, so I do not. Maybe because back then You were eighteen and I was so small plug about 70 cm or how much, that I do not know since I grew into beauty.One more opportunity to meet personally with someone well-known thanks to his father, I was again in that cultural house and when you're in that day when my father had a test with his band, so he just held a concert drummer Vitěslav Vávra, who was also a long time partner of Vera ŠPINAROVÁ and guitarist Stanislav Procházka Jr., who were also famous in their time and their star shone with the hits Girl with lemon scarf, whole school already knows, and I Radio, ABC and others love their famous songs. At the time, so thanks to my father I was lucky enough that I though I did after that much desire to get into the dressing room to these well-known personalities and celebrities of the time and got me a signed poster with personal dedication from Vít Vavra, whom I once saw standing together with his then girlfriend and I suspect companion whom he had shared in the end I think life with the singer and one of our greatest ladies of pop - music was sometimes inappropriate mentioned Mrs. Vera Špinarová, which is coincidentally the most At this time his own house with own garden somewhere a bit in Ostrava and I also had the honor and good fortune to meet one sometime in the early morning store LASO in the store with food DELVITA in one fairly common situation when you went in the morning to buy a bottle of vodka for some of her personal reasons or for some typical musical morning harvest. And also because I loved my father was lucky enough to get by Standa walks his younger photo with a handwritten signature and dedication to me despite the fact that photographs are many times less than the potential candidates, in this case that rather zájemkyň that there are tears and longing crushed in the eyes of the door with a width of about eighty centimeters, almost a wonder that there have not come to life. Such a small Czech Beatlemania say that is happening every time a star dazzle. Too bad Standa has also not between us and that he had to go into the music scene after a long illness Parkinson's disease, but I want him to say that even I forget it, despite it all my life that I spent on it I think and I wear it to continue in his memory. Simply experiences and experiences of a person after another throughout its existence.Actually, I basically just said that just constantly revolves around us and move one and the same people only as to whether you notice them and we are lucky enough to see or if it is only just so blindly self-centered in their concerns and overlook and see them. I personally think, my dear folks, that happiness is still everywhere around us, only it is only in what form is not shown.I hereby salute all the above mentioned people and tell them that I love and thank them for that I could spend quite interesting moments, and that they think, and once I totally love them again somewhere and should be met only so for a moment to chat with them, not so with the kind of appointed, but also others, because it is a lot of them.First of all I want to express my greatest thanks to my beloved father, Miroslav Vontor aka Old Round, which is very famous in its own way around Ostrava, which was actually the architect of my happiness and my experiences and tell him that although he was ultimately the way it was and I know that he's not easy and many times he had to go quite well with their infernal situations, so that to him a lot and I think that I am grateful for what he did for me many times, because I know me and we actually had a really happy and he's never in my life and I told him that once he read, so perhaps I'm even there in the music heaven forgive me even hear about, but I know that he knows, because the ideas are just the signal on the way into the unknown and can integrate with what a number of times we ordinary people do not realize so thanks a lot for Dad and the little that I still love you and love you very much. It's simply just the energy that we in essence use.Later, I'll continue here on other matters relating to a vicious circle, and maybe there will uncover a specific topic related to peculiarities of some sites and some special effects on humans.So far nice folks with good keep, whether you are doing so far in life and work everything as you wish and if it's with me for a while endure, so I look forward to you and I will very grateful for it.Adri ... so far, My Darling ... They also wish you a wonderful day and let them work beautifully Those fleeing their hands. I kiss you and think about YOU! Pa: o) *

Ostrava City, clenched muscles around the mouth,
You will not find the lamp light
and goulash and beer and now ...
Ostrava city, dancing on the knife-
and feel like you're spitting into the wind
bottle and let them at least a little ass
Ostrava city, town famous Ostrava region
and to three hundred thousand souls
between heaven and earth
first you and for you I
chamfer on the knees
so it is in Ostrava

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Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds 0 000 058. Something about the dreams of black and white dreams

0 000 058. Something about the dreams of black and white dreams
I believe that everyone in your life seem dreams whatever they might be. Personally, I usually dream in life seemed pretty strange, I generally keep them either in front of someone running away somewhere, or I have frequently found themselves somewhere in time of war or military environment. Just pretty insane dreams. Countless times I've read and heard that his dreams have meanings, and that mean something and I believe that I am not alone in this world, who certainly looked a few times either in dreams, or something similar to where they are the meanings and interpretations of dreams. How many dreams seem quite common and normal that after waking up just as soon forget. Then, those dreams seem to remember a man and can equip them and then tells the other: You know what I thought today?I heard about dreams that reveal some of what man through the day and something happened to him the whole story of mixed and appear in his rather interesting times, impossible and improbable situations, people with whom everyday life is quite commonly associates and so on. Apparently this is some relaxation of the mind, the day full of stress and tension, when in fact the mind before sleep faded and is released just before going to bed to man the other day, regained his strength and could be the next day feeling fresh and freshly psychic.

Also, many times it happens and that person dreams seem that somewhere in some situation at some point in time, sometimes for quite a long time, should find themselves in a situation such as I, when we rode still in his youth the classical and VANDRE trollop around the country that we are one with the gang went to our summer on the big VANDRE somewhere in the Eagle Mountains and once when we went through most any nature on the hill, when we had just returned from somewhere to a place where we lodged, I looked at the valley that spread out below us, and suddenly attacked me such a strange feeling like I'm here ever in my life was in vain I recall when, but I was aware that I am at this point the first time . Yet I had the feeling that this place was somewhere I know and I finally make sure that some of the dreams. I believe that there are people on this planet, which in this life sometimes happened and is happening.And apparently there are those dreams that warn people before any situation. It is said that some dreams do come true in three days or a week, that I do not know exactly, but I believe that some people perceive it too.I'm not sure if this really works, but I only know that once, when I still lived with his grandmother and I worked as the repairman - a locksmith and mechanic passenger cars on the main railway station in Ostrava, so that I once had a dream, in which I appeared quite normal and ordinary situation of the working environment. It seemed to me that I was normally at work and I did quite common and routine work and that I dream about something to fix, but I needed to drill a hole into some parts and then, so I took the necessary drill, went to the drill floor and began to drill the parts he needed a hole when suddenly I saw how the drill bit bent and before I could turn off the drill, so broke, fired and hit me right straight in the left eye and in that moment I lost my left eye, I do not know what was on because I was awakened from sleep. For a while I dream about my thinking and then I fell asleep again and again in the morning went to work. I quite forgot the dream and I thought about it until, when, and I do not know exactly for how long this situation really occurred. Just as usual, I went on a tour of inspection and one incoming train here and there something repaired, when I in one car crashed into something where I just had to drill another hole so I could fix the defect and given that no spare parts and nor any of her time to raising and really was not any other option, so I had to cope alone. Because it really was not much time, so I did not have time to think about such things, such as mere dreams or dreaming. I ran the workshop and then quickly rushed into his locker for his own drills, I fastened fast component in a vice, put the necessary drill bit and drill began, suddenly I see that this is really a bit curved, and that does not revolve entirely around their straight axis, but rather rotates around it.It was quite a bit thin. How many times I've drilled in such a drill doté times and nothing, absolutely nothing happened, so I calmly begins to work, but when the drill bit touched the parts, and suddenly began to vibrate a tiny bit more. Suddenly I remembered the dream and now I'm wondering if this dream, I believe it or not, but even though I had the time for such things is still pretty ascetic approach, so I finally gave that dream and I would rather work interrupted and went to buy a new drill from colleagues. Then I finished the job successfully. I do not know and have no idea if I had really lost his eye or not. Maybe yes and maybe no, it really do not know and I am absolutely convinced that this never know. Anyway, but I'm glad I had the dream he and since then I somehow began to feel their dreams and some believe otherwise and think of some.All these dreams, however, took place against the background of black.Just a dream Sun A dream that seemed to me also when I lived with my grandmother was very special and completely different. It seemed to me there that I saw him at his own funeral. But it was not an ordinary funeral. It was a lot of people on it, really too many people and even there it was full of women. So many women together, I probably never even seen and I believe never see again, but I believe it does, only I see is actually you, but You, my Darling.Actually, I do not even see it because it is one I saw in my dream. Another peculiarity of the dream was that there was no one dressed in black mourning suit, but there were all dressed in suits and white dresses, and even YOU Baby. My body lay on some pedestal or that maybe I was lying in a hole dug in an open coffin, and my body was dressed in a suit and white on the legs I had white shoes. You stood there over my body, holding a single red rose, but you're not sad at all and did not cry, you feel quite happy and cheerful you were, or at least satisfied, and you were clad all in white, even I would say that You wore a wedding dress, but I do not know exactly, because I'm at a special ceremony here watching from somewhere high up above, but I saw it clearly and I felt in doing this, how you feel. I guess I was staring at you from heaven.The last trait in this dream was that he was not dark but full of light. The whole dream was white and when I looked into many different dreams, so I was never any meaning or similar to that of never found. I think that even this was and maybe that is a sign or hint of happiness.This was truly another dream and he was white.
Know yourself and you seem to me.Energy flashed, flames,You go to the Earththe mystery of the infiniteand as the glow Those returnsand it is a beautiful mystery.And it is a beautiful mysteryinfinite.Special power pendulum movements,What keeps us together.And it is beautiful as this world for a while,safe space to see.And it is a beautiful mystery.And it is a beautiful mysteryinfinite.... doctored by Monika.Natcheva 
 

Dream about what brings you joy,
Go where you want to go.
Be who they want to be,
because you have only one life.

Since Adri, we engage in a mutual contact, I have dreams do not seem, as I write my dreams and I do not answer them because I am already quite tired of my dreams that sleep of the just fall asleep and they wake me and I them answer when he sleeps alone! And maybe you did not have to be just you, but the resemblance ...
I wish you good night Adri, Honey and nice dreams. I think of you and kiss you.I think of us.I go to sleep Baby, because this morning I go back to work, so I hope it will be better than the last one and I can give you a little more.so far my Bye bye Honey.

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Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds 0 000 057. Something about dirty wound

0 000 057. Something about dirty wound

It's dirty in the morning.
I see. 
The wild wind blows. 
Blows!
 
Outside it's raining and I get up early in the morning. This time I have to go for it some mandatory training, which makes us our employer in any training. I get up and go by tram, and I know that today my Darling Those not manage even to wish good morning to help SMS and maybe They will be sad and will miss you, I do not know. I just think so because, today, about

In the morning you sleep 
and before you wake up
,not, who would you have liked,
 he who does not fit anywhere. 
Who's eyes can not seeIt hurts the heart, 
but must live on. 

Friendship is like a rose

breathing its fragrance of eatch ticket

I sit for approximately two hours in the training room and I see and I dedicate to the influx of new and for me very important information and think about how you feel about that and maybe They will be sad, because suddenly there is no good in the morning and you obviously you feel sad, but unfortunately such is life I think, but it just leaves me calm. Suddenly, somewhere inside I feel something burning, it occurs to me that maybe it could be you and that is sad and Those that think about me.It's quite a strange feeling to feel something about the pungent pálivého up, think about it so do not you probably can. I know that many times it happens that one has any idea that in itself, and some things just can just feel so, but forgive me Baby, somehow I've still quite confused, but I tell you that many times what can be so badly burned be anger or rage, because I remembered the fact that time with the burnt, so it somehow despite everything that I listen to, quite normal and ordinary things related to my profession I supposedly gotten ourselves so I think that is probably rather I am angry, perhaps, that I do not know so I can not write to you and was sorry and that I was training, but I feel completely different information in the hope that it will understand. Do not be mad at me, but there are just women who have them even if you just say, they simply do not believe or do not understand, like mine past. Well, after all, and some women actually want to say that all women tend to have times of high demand and in addition, he has to be some love and I know some are going on, so why not start in some way with the love from a distance, for YOU are the options here Moreover, when I realize that for you is to have initial success and then in the future happy family, so you're probably pretty busy, plus when I say that with Your commuting that's the way it is and also with the fact that just on the internet are not much, so I will probably just be left no alternative but to continue to communicate with you only and only SMS and call to help with the risk that it will probably only I who will be the one that you hear when you actually from your voice in that first conversation I heard: Come see who you will hear first. But just let everyone think what they think it's always just about the same man that a woman must prove that it had on it really depends in some way, and we have no women in the world which is sufficient enough, then there are women who need more or a lot, but just exist in this world and people who just want everything. Just some nice gentlemen ours girls are quite challenging to us, it sucks and exhausts and destroys and God knows what else, well tell ourselves what we interpret as well I believe that every woman there somewhere inside yourself to find someone who would be willing to deploy it as his own life and possibly for her and for the love and die, and tell me that's not true, but of course it is logical that this takes place only and only in the mind, as it is quite logical that if it came beautifully, so it's all about happiness and satisfaction, so it is virtually impossible, and that just so far will not occur, because this could make some serious and only just crazy.But when you equip the basis of studies of the horoscope, how about women and all people in the sign of Capricorn experience love and how much I need to be loved and that they constantly need to prove that theirs is the counterpart somehow loves and thinks of them and finding that my goose bumps and jumps at the moment. Moreover, it is quite strange that after a while the burning sensation that I felt him suddenly disappeared, which I somehow confirms that it is not just a game, but that is out there somewhere Baby angry at me that I do not write Ti and certainly think of you simply do not and that you do not love not so much as I wrote, but it's not true, just somehow it just suddenly does not work, because even though I would like to pay you and send you an SMS sometime around five so it would be think I might wake up and you had a bad morning and read you a good morning to you certainly could probably even more angry, but I do not know, that you simply think, so I'm sorry, it's the way it is. Well sometimes it's really hard to really love someone, but I even though you seem to think of you, it's not true, you know. But you're a person suspicious, so I pretty place that probably does not like it and quite scared that I might lose you, because you might as well forget about me even when I write that They pretty much on the matter, and this would probably did not survive, but mostly I depend on you to feel alone and I actually completely depends on you and so you just soothes, calms you but only because Honey, because you just want to calm it and I want you to know that just are not alone and that I think of you and that you believe that I love you.Maybe I now again, my friends, friends and family will blame what I write now, but just to explain I deliver just that, just whatever you want just so a woman must always invest some money and do it ourselves and each day your wife or mate, and so, so angry at me for that I do about this and I, because I never on it and it really, really, really matters. Maybe more than you think and maybe She does it matter as well as me, so I personally believe it, because I believe that everyone in your life or chooses to find himself a partner in a way which is the same as he has and thinking the same thing or similar properties, even though basically everyone is in a way completely different, but it is only just that you want to feel happy with that person, because at that moment you think or feel that with him you feel happy .
Furthermore, I believe that every time you level equal to each other and also seeks to also says that long walk around until you finally found it. So it is my opinion that you do not want to impose, but please do not take me my illusions and maybe even her, for I will not take your well and she was not at all! Training is over and I suddenly feel so alone and I really miss you, and suddenly it seems to me if it's not just so, and that even though I feel that it's the way it is, even though I still have some doubts in themselves, because actually all about you, but totally do not know anything, or not writing to me, not call, no nothing. Quite myself and think about what will happen, well, so I'm going streetcar, listen to Anna K. and suddenly attacks me ...

It is raining and nobody is there, 
large water breaks through the dam.
Long time I changeand the current carries one of us. 
The same river hazards.
Wet shadows sits on the shore,
 they do not want to sail on the water. 
Perhaps a small, good fairies already know 
what tomorrow will bring them current. 
is the same endless sea. 
We see,we are invisible. 
We see,we are invisible. 
We see,We have invisible
 It's raining but I'm not cold,
 great water stop time.
 Long time to change 
and the current carries one of us 
into the same river dangerous.
 We see,we are invisible. 
We see,we are invisible. 
Invisible ...... Invisible!
 
I'm going home, I'm sad and I think much of you, I'm pretty crazy sad, time flies and I get exactly to the point where I take a guitar and somehow spontaneously occurs to me a few chords and head to my mind the words and sing them somehow into the air.
I am just a victim of your beauty, 
Thy hair tied forever.
 It probably just the wind sing
 eyes to heaven when I look. 
I look to heaven! 
As the swan neck down his bow, 
although I do not want to be just can not help 
those feelings, what kills me inside
 Fire tears and swallows
 and only in me snap
sand only in me hisses. 
You and I need it now, 
I Want to Be in Your Head
 and touch Your soft skin 
and come to life both on the rose window. 
Just as the rose 
you still in a jar on a window does not.
 
Getting into a state where I was out of the ground and completely normal thinking and I feel it connects with the muse, the special thing is that just at that moment, sometime around the second or third afternoon, I happened to any particular text comes from you that you have some obligations, which is and must be completely understandable to me and kiss me and think, and that would come in the middle and that we will be together and we will be fine.Well even though I do not believe it at first, because then anything can happen completely, but even so it makes me some hope and then I remember one thing I read when I studied the character of Thy signs, Capricorn that he looks completely her and that it is completely absorbed in his affairs, and especially dedicated to work for him as a success in the first place and that the relationship is more or less in the cold and living with him is quite complicated and cool and coexistence with its counterpart is quite large suffering, which in comparison with me pretty much the opposite, but now he sees that the relationship ends as late as last resort to the fact that for a while and make sure his counterpart that he also thinks of him and that the It depends. But between that time it's quite a hell for each other, which he does not see well and not realize it.Another peculiarity, which amazed me is that every time I do not know what to do next and we will contact with or having fun or I act by the muse, so come any response to stroke.

And it is a beautiful mystery. 
And it is a beautiful mystery infinite.
 
Finally, from a quiet soul and happiness I go to test our band LAURECIE.I kiss you and thank Adrianna for a little o)I think much of you, slowly I will prepare and run on probation with LAURECIE band.so far my PA Honey ... a nice day to you.

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Feelings and emotions on the dirty minds... 0 000 056. Something about hell on earth ... again

0 000 056. Something about hell on earth ... again
Good morning, My Beloved Kitten,I hope you have a nice sleep, I kiss you very much and I think of you!@}-}--
Somehow I have the night to get writing. I just, if you need just in a hope or curiosity, expecting to learn something. They apologize for it, I just only after all what happened yesterday, fell asleep.This morning is for me but even more black. It just came today, as usual I-chyme, but this time we were together at all amused. Do not worry, it was not because we did not want to, but he actually just went to his mother, but it just now is something that leaves me completely calm. Simply in the air I feel some difficulty here, because I know that even if it does not look like that so that was between us, or just simply the fact that something is going on, the conflict. Sure you think I need a wimp, but believe that it is not like that, maybe just some things I feel somewhat more than is right. I was quite pissed off and I would rather call it my curse by some, which I carry them, but never mind me, I'm already in my life that got used to it.

Actually it is only that many times occur between people of such unexplained even small things that simply pass wave of his hand as this one does not want to deal with, because it does not have much time because it always has something to do, something to give, but then somewhere loses the sincerity and flexibility because each in its own way in their presence affects their behavior or their passive approach is not doing anything and the others lives.These are things that do not see, but who feel a need though to enjoy each other completely and cheerfully as normally as in man remains a feeling that after going through and I believe that in this I am not in this world only. Then me and perhaps many others as this seems, as they feel many times in an emergency or in a cage. Sorry My Darling, but I write it here because I promised presence, so hopefully forgive me. You may wonder why I write about it here and maybe you're totally bewildered by the fact that I write about here quite a Hell on earth than I wrote here before, and which certainly, in my judgment was rather curious, but things are changing between and especially the people these things are constantly changing as a part of a happening, because always something going on even if you do not see it or simply just want to feel.Actually, here's everything I write this because to some people realize the fact that each in its own way, has some power that has and is mainly only on the way. Above all, it is the power of ideas, and just because only ideas lead mankind forward constantly somewhere because jen0m through thoughts and ideas arise many times in this world quite ingenious things and ideas that humanity ever again move away somewhere for a change and sometimes turn a little back if not somewhere in the mess, but this is more a question of a global perspective on humanity as such, which is equally reticent světa.Vlastně part of me that my curse is not so much mind, because in a way, everyone's a curse we bear them.Similarly, although many do not believe that the most important things is the driving force of the world and humanity are merely and only their own individual thoughts and feelings, but sometimes things just happen, which will also be created by thoughts and feelings of others and yet fully elsewhere in this Those concerned world than people suspect, and then wonder of wonders, miracles happen all at once. I believe that everyone in your life how many times have witnessed some either just your own little miracle, or maybe a larger and more tangible and visible. Just miracles happen and the world is full of miracles, people just do not believe this until you have tangible evidence, or just do not believe it because they do not want to believe.Actually, inner feelings are quite important, because with him you feel fear, anger, resentment or sadness, but also relaxation, freedom, joy and happiness and in fact many times just because sometimes simply communicate what they feel and how they feel. Then he must become a witness that suddenly finds that even the world and people around him suddenly changes sometimes better and sometimes for worse, it depends only on the fact that what the feeling is not just acting, but this should be everything happens completely relaxed free form, simply and only so that one has its own wish, because then he could feel oppressed, forced to, I use, depressed, just somehow oppressed and limited and it would not feel free and happy .Just people are on their own machine, and sometimes luck for him alone to their own efforts to prepare it.And so it happens that although the I - chyme talking quite normally and freely, as happens many times is that as we go through around two black shadows, and that in those glowing speeches and completely satisfied that we lead times is to feel what lies, some simply something that is not as it should be. The unspoken truth, what I would many times in the eye of taste or told what I just really want to say so quite deliberately conceals its own specific reasons whether it be a moment unjust gain, or angry and he does not want to hurt me even more though already expressed his opinion and so on. I mention it here as an example because I-chyme is basically a person who simply communicate regardless of it something hard and he continues to think that simply does not, because there is no time yet to come to me many times that he has that much time, but angry at him because I know how it is. Just so I think that basically this is how many times their own unspoken, but those feelings can be true in fact such a falsehood, because their way is not really honest even if just at that moment lying out loud. I do not know, but I think that even this may be uncertain and possibly false, even those that hate is Love, so if it's true when you said it in your profile and perhaps some think it's just so, but I No, I do not believe simply because I think and I believe that nobody likes swerve and just the sort of feelings and emotions I get somewhere in a completely different mood.Adriano have no idea how happy I was, if you'd now be called and told me what he is: But Marti, pull yourself together >:o)I am sorry, that just here to have fun I-chyme, because everyone wants to do to have your peace and privacy, but not me, no one else at the moment, for this example simply did not attack. For that he did apologize and I am happy for that is the way it is and hopefully will not blame me for it and he will forgive me .... sometimes ... though I think, or rather I know that long ago that so already. Because when he left and was carrying an old monitor from his father in the container, so I completely normal and frankly said: Hi Marti, Matti, or something like that ... just pretty cool.I am also very much like Baby, that you are also rather quiet fish such spinal cord and that you do not want to talk to me even though I like this a lot, but I know it's just so well and that it should be, because this is exactly how many times what times I need it that I just simply let the stew in its own juice and quite callously and coldly, with the number of times They can go from my head around as well, as well as those other people who they are and move around me and for that you really love even though it might not understand.So far Fr Fr Honey, I wish you a wonderful and beautiful day ... I kiss you and think of us!and I love you even though they may still not believe it, or just do not understand even though others think what they think and believe that because they see it differently ... so I'll just LOVE even though it may sometimes want. .. or you want it. I do not know, maybe only I think, but I >:o)Anyway, you can not stop it, just a train full of happiness and started Those who got into it and have either bad luck or good luck, anyway it depends mainly on how it takes over who and how he personally make of this, but this is everyone has a personal thing.So do it with no worries at all my gold, and if possible, and somehow still enjoy the day to be with friends and family or I do not know exactly what you plan to Honey. :O)

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